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Trio of Topics
Trio of Topics
Ok, I think I might be back. I'll at least continue now as if that is indeed the case.
I gots three things floating on the top portion of my 'thought stream overflow' that need a dumpin'.
If I can manage to stay awake here I'll do my best to fill in those emboldened topic headings.
KC Has Left the Building
This here mini topic is the primary and dominant topic. It has to do with the fact that this is the first time in five years that I've actually left the house to do social things at the holidaze.
That may not sound like a lot but it just hit me today that I eagerly did this this year without a second thought about it. And without even noticing the fact that I'd unknowingly made a major breaktrhough in my "recovery process".
I've tried to give up my bad habit of framing my life with talk about the unsavoryness and deep depression of the past few years but I have alluded to it a few times here in minor ways.
And I'm not about to start getting into that here and now but here's a link to probably the most comprehensive comment that I've made here which appeared quite rently in tigger_girl71's blog It's so dark here..........
Little Daughters Grow Up
So this quaint little sub story follows straight off the heels of the last.
Christmas day I spent nearly half the day with the family that was the closest friends with my own family when I was growing up.
My mother got to know this woman when they were both doing Peace Corp type work in Mexico when they were both in their 20's .
All three of family's kids have their own kids so there was a boatload of children there. One of the younger parents who is around my age is also an artist and we discussed joining a local artists association in town which would allow us to display some of our work in their gallery.
Then his daughter walked in. I was left breathless with a boner but kept my best "poker penis". (similar to poker face)
I was truly shocked since I had not seen her since she was 12. A lot can sure happen in five years! I felt awkward and uncomfortable about this for the rest of the night. I mean I would not touch that girl or even consider trying to date her (unless she and her whole family begged me of course) but I just thought "what do I do with the response I find myself having here?"
Of course the answer is nothing. But I wish there was some sort of switch that you could turn off or something so that it would not be so bothersome or mentally intrusinve or distracting. I mean she was not bothersome or annoying in the usual sense, just way too attractive and interesting.
Anyway her father and I now plan to participate in some local arts activites in the upcoming new year so most likely I'll be making mention of that again.
Masturbation - Feast or Famine
I'll filled this one in earlier today and apparently someone here took offense to it. Or something.
So how am I to know what they did not like about it?
12/28/2005 6:37 pm
Wellll... grin and bear it seems to be the only solution I can think of for now.|
PLease drop by my or TTigerAtty's blog and read [post 184403]
12/28/2005 7:05 pm
missed you.. welcome back babes|
read your reply it was very good
Love your blogg
Dont go away again
12/28/2005 8:51 pm
It takes a lot of guts to admit your physical condition when seeing that young girl. It takes even more guts to leave it alone. But it is normal to have a response like that to someone who looks so mature. |
I have students who do things to tempt me. It amazes me that they would be so bold with someone who is old enough to be their parent. Does it attract my attention? No. Does it turn me on. No. Does it make me blush? YES!!! And believe me, I don't blush easily. Good for you for recognizing it, and even better for you for putting on your best poker penis.
If your Feast or Famine blog was denied, post it again. I have note been denied in a long time until today when I posted my Spread Eagle blog. I just resubmitted it and so far it's sticking. YAY!
12/30/2005 8:14 am
Happy for you that you felt like getting out and about and had the opportunity...|
Yep, those young ones do grow up...at least most of the girls aren't as aggressive as the guys...my crowd around here really love testing me...