First Stirrings of Sexual Memories  

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12/2/2005 4:25 pm

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First Stirrings of Sexual Memories

The first distinctly sexual memories I had occurred when I was around 4 or 5 years old. I clearly remember the exquisite and surreal pleasure of slowly drifting through the aisles in the womens underwear section of JCPenny's with my mother and just being utterly transfixed by all of the assorted images of barely clad women on the packages of nylons.

Thoroughly hypnotic. And I always made certain to accompany my mother when she went shopping if I knew she'd be visiting JCPenny's.

Also I got my first short glimpse of a Playboy magazine during that same period of time. In the year of 1968 Playboy was all about boobs. It was rather tame by todays standards but it sure packed a supreme wallop for me at that age. Again I was utterly floored by what I saw in Playboy. This first ocurred at the grandparents house of my female next door neighbor friend who was a year older than me.

This initial experience lit quite a large and unquenchable flame of interest within me to see more of Playboy so I devised a plan of action.

Somehow I knew that they sold Playboy one block down from JCPenny's at a place called Keystone Drugs. The magazine racks were in the back of the store and Playboy was easy access to me as it was on the bottom rack. All I had to do was time it right. I had to keep a watch that the Druggist working the main counter was busy with a customer and the store had to be otherwise relatively free of other people. When the conditions were ripe I'd go for it and grab that Playboy and start lookin'! The few times I actually achieved this were primordially religious experiences.

Never had I seen such pictures of sheer wonder and amazement. Words cannot do justice to the feelings which came over me. I just knew that I had to direct myself towards more of these types of experiences.

I never got caught.



silkysmoothlegs3 105F

12/2/2005 5:12 pm

I saw my first bold magazine in my late 20s lol

Glad u enjoyed

silky xxxxxxxxxxxx

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
12/2/2005 5:21 pm

Well, now you've got me thinking about taking my grandson shopping with me and looking for bras. He had started school, and was fascinated with the ABC codes on the bras. I briefly explained to him, and wasn't even sure he heard me. Until I picked up a 38B and he said "Nannie, you need a C not a B". Well, I hope some day he isn't on here blogging about his first memory. lol


12/2/2005 5:24 pm

Hey Silky!

Wasn't anything bordering on porn banned in Ireland for quite some time?

I always try to buy some porn that is native to the region I'm travelling in the world and when I first visited Ireland the closest thing I could find to porn was something called H&S. That stood for Health and Sun I beleive.

It was tame by any measure but did have some degree of nudity in it. I beleive I recall seeing a "man of the cloth" purchasing a copy at a small Dublin bookstore.

Is there anything harder than this available on the Emerald Isle? I may not have looked thoroughly enough.


threesexual 60M/54M
3 posts
12/3/2005 9:33 am

Saw your oic and damn your hot that stired me up wanna tri something new not just a magazine, my typing sux with just my left hand if ya know what i mran wanna cum help us out


12/3/2005 10:09 am

Hmmm, Missouri

Hey isn't that sometimes called the "blow me state"?


micahbiguns 50M

12/3/2005 12:42 pm

Ha ha ha ha

micahbiguns 50M

12/3/2005 12:44 pm

threesexual has been being assholes slamming a lot of blogs like your responce to them though


12/3/2005 1:15 pm

I had no idea how appropriate the comment might have been when I first sent it.



3/24/2007 2:38 am

    Quoting rm_silkditty:
    that is so funny

    4 years old and scheming and plotting and planning to peruse Playboys
The initial experience of viewing beautiful unclothed women was so profound and riveting that I saw no choice but to attempt to experience more of that brand of profundity. And with my stubborn determination and cunning plans I did indeed succeed quite well in doing that.


SverigesAngel 53F
17335 posts
8/2/2007 10:27 am

Yup, I checked it out, I'm to curious about the workings of your mind not to!

Playboy, remeber seeing some in my brothers room out in the open, (I grew up in Sweden after all) peeked at them, I was about 7, and shrugged!

Never knew any boys that reflected on under wear either, not a big deal I think, until it went into the area of Lingerei......

At any rate, women have been topless on beaches in Sweden for as long as I can remember, and some of it is NOT pretty.... It will take any lustful thoughts out of a young boys mind really fast!

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