Before the Beginning  

KC_JJ 53M
5219 posts
11/28/2005 7:43 am

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Before the Beginning

Mood: Explosive

A parable.

Before the beginning there had develped what can only be called a cosmic desire. An overpowering drive to end what can only be called a profoundly deep and cosmic loneliness.

The beginnings of what we can currently mentally relate to then came forth from the natively imaginative capacities of free form consciousness itself in the form of a "dreamworld" where the force of creation first dreamed of others like itslef which then led it to experiment with the full boundaries of what was soon to become "physical form" as we now know it.

Although the event went far beyond the boundaries of what our own minds normally conceive of, once the circumstances were right physical reality did indeed burst forth, fully formed as we know it, in quite an orgasmic big bang that took absolutely no time whatsoever in the terms that we usually think of it.

Each organism is indeed a macrocosm of the original force of creation and each orgasm you have is indeed a macrocosm of the original emergence of physical reality itself.

Each contains the essential parts of the whole.

No exceptions.


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PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
11/28/2005 11:02 am

The Big Bang Theory made easy....

All joking aside, I have always felt orgasm to be the spark of life experienced anew. The energy that brings upon conception, the start of new existence, felt again as a conscious being.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


KC_JJ 53M

11/28/2005 6:04 pm

Hi PrincessKarma,

you wrote..."I have always felt orgasm to be the spark of life experienced anew. The energy that brings upon conception, the start of new existence, felt again as a conscious being."

Yes, this, in addition to just wanting a good starting point in which to begin to relate to others my own experiencecs, is really what I was shooting for in posting this.

You hit the nail on the head.

KC_JJ

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Whispersoftly5 52F
15176 posts
12/5/2005 11:40 am

I like this. You're an interesting man.

Whisper...


rm_corezon 53F
3376 posts
12/6/2005 11:25 pm

Just discovered your blog. A most interesting post to me as I believe it to be the truth. Loneliness created the universe. We are a dream within a dream.


KC_JJ 53M

12/8/2005 8:32 pm

Hey whisper,

Glad you think so. I've been hiding away so well now for years that comments like that make me glad I've begun to emerge from my hideout again.

KC_JJ

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KC_JJ 53M

12/8/2005 8:39 pm

Hey Corezon,

What I like about this particular creation story is that it bridges a gap and is a hybridization between/of the older creation myths and the newer "scientific" oriented "bing bang" ones.

When asked to choose between the two I choose "both".

A similar thing might happen if you asked me about my political party affiliation only I'd be more likely to say "neither".

KC_JJ

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one_wilde_river 49F

3/10/2007 1:41 pm

I believe that to be an accurate summation
I don't find fault with any part of it, and I probably couldn't have put it in any terms close to good enough myself


KC_JJ 53M

3/12/2007 11:41 am

    Quoting one_wilde_river:
    I believe that to be an accurate summation
    I don't find fault with any part of it, and I probably couldn't have put it in any terms close to good enough myself
Sometimes it's a bit odd to go back and read what I've posted in the older portions of my blog and it makes me realize that I really have to write things down as they come to me. Thinking that I can retain it with the same subtle nuances and then write it down later is just wrong thinking.

Not everyday could I write some of what i"ve written. Of course I also see other older stuff which I know I could do better than too.

Sometimes I listen to live rcording of what I was doing at 17 musically and will be floored by it. But there are also recordings of me from that era that I nerarly want to hurl into the trash can.

I'm always happy when I realize that I did record some of the good stuff. Same type of thing applies here in blogland.

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