Update to: Should I Try to Find Him....  

JustTryItIn2006 45F
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5/9/2006 9:54 pm

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7/27/2006 2:41 pm

Update to: Should I Try to Find Him....


My intuition couldn’t have been more right… IT WASN’T HIS FAULT.. it was mine. This is an update to all who took the time to read my post and offer advice and likely answers for me. I was right that the problem was my doubts and even more so, what I did as a result of them. What I didn’t mention in my prior post was that I had im’d him under this new screen name in AdultFriendFinder. I did it in part because I wanted to know what kind of guy he really was, what he might be really looking for, wondering if he was messing with me, just confused in general. I only did it one time and even then I didn’t get a clear understanding. I had no idea he knew it was me, I don’t know how, but he did, and that is why he stopped chatting with me and I don’t blame him. We’ve since discussed it, I admitted it completely and explained my reasons as best I could understand them myself. I’m happy to report that he is the sweet, understanding guy I’ve always known he was and I’m able to not question it anymore. I even let him read my prior post (and he’ll be reading this one and any responses as well). He accepted my apology and my word that I do not plan to ever do anything like that in the future. As for me, I don’t know what the future holds… all I know is that there are lots of great guys out there, and the right one will find me someday. If any of you have thoughts for either him or I etc. please feel free to share.

SirMounts 102M

5/15/2006 4:36 pm

Well, that's good. Because now you can begin move on, to happier times, and better things. *smiling*


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