My Confession!!!!!  

JsAngelBaby 31F  
488 posts
2/24/2006 4:21 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

My Confession!!!!!

Even though I am on this site, I am not like all the other girls on here (I don't think I am). Being on this site, is the only rule that I have broken. I have had only one real boyfriend my whole 20 years of living. I have never had sexual intercourse (vaginal or anal), but still I have sexual desires.

I know that I am not going to find what I really want on this site, but I still think it is fun every now and then, to come on here and try to see if I can get even the tiniest bit of luck.

I'm trying to brake out of this shell that I have been force into. I have always been the one in the family that never missed school just because, even if there was a math test, I went and did my best. I want to get out, but I really don't know how. Braking the rules has never been for me.

Indeed, I did brake the rule my parents set about meeting people off line, when I was 16/17 I meet a guy from a local band, and the other two guys I have met I was 19/20. Will I ever meet another guy off line; sure as long as he understands that it must be in a public place. That doesn't mean that even if I feel comfortable with him, I won't go to a little more privet place, but not totally privet the fist meeting.

If all of this sounds like I don't know what I want take this to mind: Most guys want a girl that knows what they want, but to tell you honestly I don't even think guys really know what they want. So why is it that when guys don't really know what they want, girls should know? I know that I won't literally know what I really want for another year or two, maybe even three if not more, but I do know that right now, I want a guy to just hang out with knowing that it doesn't always has to be sexual.

When talking to my best friend, who has had sex and now has a child, she said that sex is really over rated, and she would be fine with getting it once a month. With that in mind, I don't understand why it is always on a guys mind. Sure I want to have sex some day but it has to be with the right guy at the right time.

With all of this said, truthfully do you really think weather it this site wise or real world wise, do you think I will ever find a guy that would be ok with all of this? Please let me know one way or the other, and thank you for taking the time to read my blog and taking a look at me.



~*~Jess~*~
xoxoxo


lovedarkmeat2005 42F

2/24/2006 5:42 pm

wow good luck to you sweety I hope you find that one man that makes your world go round its amazing when it happens


pet_humility 48F

2/24/2006 6:47 pm

Really this site is just so we can let loose a sexual thought here and there and not be judged. Cause we all think about sex and what better place to talk about it, but here.

To find someone special, ya it could happen and it has.

No matter what age you are hun, we don't always know what we want.
The thing with women, we have a built in gene that changes our mind from one hour to the next.. LOL So do we really know what we want.
As far as the men knowing what they want, sure until the next hottie walks by..


Become a member to create a blog