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Isn't it funny how sometimes you really regret things you've done?
By rule generally one shouldn't because we tend to learn from all the mistakes we make...
But lately I've been thinking too much about things I've done in the past specially an Ex (as one tends to do...)
How I wish sometimes that I could back and rectify things, how I wish I had the power to heal other peoples minds and make them understand my regret...
But hell such powers doesn't exist...or do they?
how I wish sometimes that my pride and fear could just disappear....
5/10/2005 9:48 pm
Evening, love, and good to see you again...|
I've been through a lot in my life (perhaps more than someone as relatively young as I, should have) but though I sometimes catch myself complaining of something I regret the fact is this: Everything I've been through, done, experienced, felt, etc., has brought me to where I am, and made me who I am. While there are things I wish I had never had to go through, and things I hope never to repeat again, the only way I can truly regret them, is if I learn nothing from them. Sometimes that particular insight takes a little while to work its way into your mind, but eventually it does if you let it.
Still. If it helps to have someone to talk to and unload on, you know you can always find me here. I love to listen.
5/11/2005 10:59 am
Well, you and me have something in common the diference perhaps is that I'm a weeeee bit younger. I too have been through stuff which perhaps I shouldn't have been, although now I look back and think how I'd be if I didn't go through it all...|
The only thing I seem to notice is that sometimes, I keep doing the same stuff all over again although I know exactly where it's going...
And worse thing is, from all the stuff I went through it's only made me colder and distant from myself compared with what I used to be......Hence, I seem to wish I was that 17 year old lad who was just at the beggining of what I saw as the rest of my life