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Home sweet home...
Home sweet home...
Long time no see, been quite a while since I've decided to write,
So many things have happened in the last couple of months...
First of all I'd like to wish anyone reading this a happy new year, may the year coming be better then the one that's leaving us behind...
This xmas was a bit of a novelty, part of my family decided to spend it with me here, something thats never happened before. I found myself with my cousin jumping around in circles like a headless chicken, my auntie cooking her delicious dishes and me going behind her stuffing my face in with as much food as I could possibly devour.
Neither to say that I've put on quite a bit, but hey I guess with my going back to my normal lifestyle I'll soon loose it again.
God it was nice having them around, one thing is talking to them every day on the phone another thing is actually having them around. They make me realize how much I miss “home” sometimes.
I really like being here, but then again, something inside me misses “home” so much. I guess that's the price one pays for going after their dreams and something more then just the “normal” John's Doe's lifestyle.
In all this time since I last wrote, I've gone “home” a couple of times, I saw friends, family and places that I missed dearly. I saw friends that I hadn't seen for years, saw old flames that somehow came a lit after so long without any contact. It was funny and somehow entertaining to see...
But again, after I left, I felt like a little bit of me got left behind...
But thinking about it, really thinking deep about, I think I couldn't possibly, realistically go back, I've built my life, my shelter, my tower here and as time goes by I feel less inclined to restart everything all over again. I dunno, perhaps I'm being lazy, perhaps it's just I'm getting older and the though of a secure place to be in seems to be more compelling then the adventurous, irregular wild lifestyle I'd have if I was to restart of new again.
Who know? Who knows what the new year brings?
One thing I do know, as time goes by I'm getting to know, meet and see more people, I'm discovering and exploring more things that I'm simply falling in love with, and I'm sure that as I live and open my eyes wider with all this around me that sooner rather then later I will call this place of mine my true and beloved new “home”....
12/28/2005 6:49 pm
It's good to see you back... my, how much has happened since you've been gone, my dear one...|
12/28/2005 10:39 pm
Hi J, nice to see you back! You look a 'lil different but, it is very nice to see you still and know that you are well and happy. |
It is very understandable that you would miss 'home' but, if you are happy where you are, and it seems that way, I'm sure your family and loved ones are happy for you.
I was starting to wonder about you. It had been a while since you had written.
Anyhow, I want to wish you a very Happy New Year as well. I hope you have a wonderul New Year full of happiness, peace, and more nice surprises life has to offer you!
Much love, peace, and hugz sent your way!
12/29/2005 12:25 pm
its good to be back, I'm going to try and be more regular, wrinting all of this make me feel good...|
Happy new year girls, hugs,