~~Her Mask~~  

NakedCooedAllah 44F
33 posts
6/5/2005 8:55 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

~~Her Mask~~

As dusk signals its approach, she takes her weary self home. The mask comes off; her forced effervescence sapped, the painstakingly practiced smile fades, her facial muscles lax and reminiscent of her heart, mind and soul. The pretence is over, at least from dusk until dawn. Now for the REAL emotions that will rush into her like a fast enveloping shadow that creeps over the walls, playing hide and go seek with the fading light of day.

Under the surface she bubbles and boils, the good fight evaporating, self-doubt solidifying. Her mind shrieks, WHO AM I? Her soul screams, WHAT AM I? Her heart cries WHERE AM I? She looks in her mirror and doesn’t recognize the eyes that stare back at her questioning, WHO ARE YOU? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH THE TRUE ME? Unable to answer these soul-searching questions, she turns away and busies herself with mindless preparations for the next day. Lessons need to be prepared; homework graded, what to wear, and shoes to match! Will it match my mask, oh YES it will, everything she is matches the mask! The masked life, the masked, words, the masked emotions, the masked HER!

On and on she goes, mindless tasks she does. Anything to stop the thoughts that are escalating in strength; until she lies in her cold big bed. Pillows surround her, cocooning her in, as if this is enough to ward of the thoughts! Don’t think don’t think! Her mind screams in desperation, count sheep count sheep! A gazillion sheep later and still she lies awake, tossing and turning as her thoughts haunt her, trying to push through the surface. Don’t think don’t think! Her minds screeches, and so she hums, a eerie tune that incites rather than calms. Warm milk, chamomile tea, counting sheep, read, read, and read, warm feet, nothing works!!! Dawn is slowly approaching, time for the mask, the thought of which instantly lulls her to sleep…I’ll be safe at least!

Dusk until dawn she has until again she will put on her mask, wear her forced effervescence and practice her forced painstaking smile.

pinkfloydchoi 51M
4 posts
7/3/2005 4:57 am

I want to meet up with you. I will give you the best lick ever.
I will search for your clit and smoothly massage with my tounge until you feel the ecstacy. And I will move my fingers slowly but deep inside your pussy untill you come. Then I will bang you for three hours. You will come at least three times. no kidding.

rm_clinck2 31M
13 posts
7/16/2005 10:40 am

That is very good prose, your emotions show really well and the rythem is fantastic. Do you write a lot, other than the blog I mean?

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