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~~He says, I say~~
~~He says, I say~~
Every time we talk it’s always the same! Recriminations from the past we shared, You say I say, I say, You say…We try to say it all. Yet somehow what we want to really say comes out veiled, masked in hurt, pain, accusations and the buck gets passed to and fro…
I’m tired of this game, its old, its stale, it doesn’t hurt like it used to. You know this, so you come up with new ways to hurt me, new tactics to purge my soul of the peace I felt in letting go.
Just when I think you cant sink me any lower you prove me wrong! It’s been not so long now and I’ve resolved that if you can forget me so easily and so quickly, if you can move on and find joy in telling me this YOU DON’T DESERVE ME! You never did, I was and am way to good for you!
You always said that we fought the way we did because we loved so much! If this is love, I don’t want it. I don’t need it. I can do better, I am better!
You wont let go, yet you tell me to go, I’ve gone; yet you keep calling my name. I hear it in my sleep, I hear it in the wind, but now I don’t answer. I remain mute and walk away.
I have nothing more to give, especially to you. There’s only one thing I want from you, just let go!
The lies you spin, the tales you tell, and if only Mother Time come talk the things she’d TELL. I don’t know what’s true anymore, I don’t know the beginning from the end, but I do know this, I don’t want to be a part of your twisted convoluted game to the end.
Go your way and I’ll go mine, praying that never ever will our paths intertwine. You have obliterated love, brought indifference; you have exterminated pain, brought disdain. There’s no love there anymore, my heart still beats but its rhythm has changed. Now it pulses hope that I can be free, FREE from YOU.