How I became an exhibitionist and learned to love the cam  

JasonFlirting 43M
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6/9/2005 1:23 pm

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How I became an exhibitionist and learned to love the cam


I have been living a strange schedule, that I thought I want to write about, so I remember it as I get old and forgetful.

Some background to set the stage:
I work in the computer industry. 97% male. I've been at a conference since Saturday, and the 2 weeks before I was travelling for work. Before that, my wife was, hmm, "not feeling fresh", and while sometimes that doesn't matter to her, this month it did. The upshot is that I haven't had any sex in over 4 weeks.

So now I'm in Orlando, Florida, in a conference of 12,000 people, and all I can think about is sex. I actually signed up for AdultFriendFinder because of all the travelling I've been doing, and the hope that maybe I could spice up my sex life while on the road (no go there...fortunately, I really feel bad that I was thinking of betraying my wife like that). However, while I was travelling, I bought a webcam for my laptop. My computer at home has one, and I thought my wife would like to chat and actually see each other. Unfortunately I was wrong, she had no interest in that.

So now I have this webcam, and I've never used it. And I was already on AdultFriendFinder as a standard member, so one day I was in a chatroom, and I hit "Broadcast webcam". In a few minutes, I saw someone was watching...a guy of course, since there are probably 200 of them to every woman on AdultFriendFinder, but since I have always been bi-curious, I didn't mind. In fact, I was aroused.

When he paged me and started asking me to do things, it made me very aroused. I had a great orgasm, and got a lot of compliments. While I was busy masturbating for him, a number of other people had started watching too. I was hooked. Unfortunately I don't get a lot of feedback from my wife when it comes to my appearance or sexual performance, and never comments like I was getting from this. It felt great, physically and emotionally.

Maybe too good.

Back to the story; I'm here at a very expensive and (seems to be) very good conference, and I've been sitting up until 3 or 4 in the morning chatting and masturbating online. I try and sleep for 2 or 3 hours, tossing and turning, and then wake up at 6, cam/chat some more, and then rush to shower and make it downstairs for 8 to meet the 2 co-workers I'm here with. I've been 10 minutes late every day - I usually don't get in the shower until 7:50, and it takes time to shave your head... I go to breakfast with them, then pretend to go to a session and come back to my hotel room and start camming again! It's been fun, with both men and women watching, and I've cam2cammed with a few men, unfortunately no women yet, but it is all very exciting and fun.

My dick is raw from so much "action", and after the third or fourth orgasm of the day it seems I can go forever without getting close. That just contributes to the problem.

I've actually attended 3 sessions in the 4 days of the conference so far. And I fell asleep in every one of them. Thank god they give a DVD of all the sessions out - I know what I'm doing on the plane home, but only since I don't have an internet connection and somewhere private to set up the cam!

Speaking of privacy...yesterday morning when I came back, my hotel room hadn't been cleaned yet, and in my excitement to get back online, I never put out the do not disturb sign or locked the door. Of course the cleaning lady knocked before she opened the door, but she didn't wait 1 second! I had just pulled my feet off the desk to try and jump to the door and say it was a bad time, when she opened the door wide open. She closed it really fast, but now this morning when I was leaving she stared at me like I'm a monster...and I just found it more exciting. So I left the door unlocked all day today while I did it. Maybe I am a monster, scaring the poor cleaning staff...

What am I going to do when I leave for home on Friday night? I guess I'll have to be open with my wife, I hope she can accept the exhibitionist in me, because I don't think I can give it up. At least when I get home and get to make love with her, I should be ready to last a long time!

JasonFlirting

sexyeyes375 47F

6/9/2005 5:57 pm

Sounds incredibly fun....wish I traveled for work....


JasonFlirting 43M

6/9/2005 8:59 pm

If you could travel for work, where would you like to travel to, and what would you want to do there?

I've travelled a fair bit over the last decade - Tampa for several months, Tokyo, London, San Jose (California), Boston, Orlando many times, Toronto, and lots of small obscure places around Canada. I've found that for the most part work-related travel is boring, because you are expected to work longer hours, I would get flack for travelling during work hours...

On the other hand, I've seen some very interesting places, people and things, and I flew around the world in 3 weeks, first class too! (Calgary->Irvine->Tokyo->London->Chicago->Calgary)

Unfortunately, the most exciting thing I had done (Until I started exposing myself to and masturbating for/with strangers) was going to strip clubs and watching... I was up all night in Roppongi (the foreign district of Tokyo) and never did anything, lots of very cute, smiling japanese girls, and I stood there like a log. I was the tallest one around by 4 inches at least, and I'd heard that they were there because they love foreign men, who treat them better than the Japanese men do, and I didn't take the opportunity. I could have at least offered to help them practice their english. Oh, regrets...


JasonFlirting 43M

6/9/2005 9:01 pm

If you could travel for work, where would you like to travel to, and what would you want to do there?

I've travelled a fair bit over the last decade - Tampa for several months, Tokyo, London, San Jose (California), Boston, Orlando many times, Toronto, and lots of small obscure places around Canada. I've found that for the most part work-related travel is boring, because you are expected to work longer hours, I would get flack for travelling during work hours...

On the other hand, I've seen some very interesting places, people and things, and I flew around the world in 3 weeks, first class too! (Calgary->Irvine->Tokyo->London->Chicago->Calgary)

Unfortunately, the most exciting thing I had done (Until I started exposing myself to and masturbating for/with strangers) was going to strip clubs and watching...

Actually, there was one time that could have been better. I was up all night in Roppongi (the foreign district of Tokyo) and never did anything, lots of very cute, smiling japanese girls, and I stood there like a log. I was the tallest one around by 4 inches at least, and I'd heard that the local girls were there because they love foreign men, who treat them better than the Japanese men do, and I didn't take the opportunity. I could have at least offered to help them practice their English. Oh, regrets...


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