Breaking the Silence  

JaniceSCRN 53F
396 posts
8/14/2005 5:16 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Breaking the Silence

Four year old Janice, climbed out of her mother's bed and headed for the living room and the couch where her father slept. She left her mother's bed because of the stench of her unbathed mother. Her mother always smelled after four days of whoring and not bathing. Janice reached the couch and said "Daddy can I sleep with you, Mum stinks" Her Daddy though half asleep moves over and covers her with the blanket and she climbs in next to him. Janice is soon sound asleep. She is awakened to her Daddy pulling her panties off. She asks her Daddy "What are you doing Daddy?" "Why are you taking my panties off?" He does not answer, just says "Shhhh you will wake your brothers" Her father sodomized her repeatedly that night!! She cried "It hurt's Daddy", "Please stop Daddy", but he just turned deafened ears to my plea. Her Daddy in the morning tells her,"This is our secret do not tell anyone, if you do I will kill you."
Today is the anniversary of my biological father's death. He died two years ago. I felt no sorrow at his passing. I feel no sorrow now. I feel relieved that such an evil person has gone to his just rewards. I have broken my silence and will continue to break my silence for as long as there is abuse of any kind on this earth!!!

rm_buck4116 51M
1 post
8/15/2005 4:10 am

I really hate to hear about this kind of thing happening but it's great that you can speak about it. You could really help others and by doing this it would help you as well. Thanks for opening up and telling your story.

rm_29360wicked 45M/45F

8/15/2005 4:22 am

hey janice sorrowful story...

rm_plcprog2000 51M

8/15/2005 5:26 am

Man words esacpe me..

lookinferphun2 69M

8/15/2005 6:04 am

OMG!!! Janice, you sure have had some baggage to carry in your life!
Thank God you have the courage and strength to share that burden with others.Perhaps seeing that one person like yourself can let out of hiding, a terrible story like you shared here, OTHERS may get the idea to share and seek reassurance that they too are GOOD people and are OK now.Thanks for telling us in here Janice, a warm ((Huggg))) for ya for that.
PS, thanks for sending me a reply to a comment I made yesterday , my 1st time in here, am glad there really ARE a few good men out there for ya, hun. You sure have brightened my life, in such a short time. Wish we could correspond in a more direct manner. Thanks again for being you !

goodlovin0321 56M

8/15/2005 4:49 pm

I cannot fathom the anger and pain you must have endured. I admire your principles, and look forward to getting to know you better

AtomicKisss 58M

8/17/2005 5:32 am

Congratulations on breaking the secret! If you would like any assistance getting through some of the trauma issues, please let me know - I have some material that might be interesting and helpful to you.


FlatLucky 46M

9/7/2005 1:26 am

I just wanted to add my support that the others mentioned. I only wish you hadn't had to endure that. I am glad that you can find peace in letting others know what happened. Keep on smiling and keep on posting. Enjoy all your comments.

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