When you meet yourself on AFF...  

JacquieDanielle 41F
24 posts
6/19/2005 9:39 pm

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When you meet yourself on AFF...


...It's a bitch, to say the least.

I can't say I wanted something cheap and empty, I just wasn't ready to meet me. I've been trying to kick myself or something. It's not working. The self-inflicted guilt trip isn't working.

I listened tonight about the exes...again. You get the message really quick about who you aren't supposed to be. It made me uncomfortable.

Yet, I wanted to get to know him more. Maybe there wasn't even a deep philosophical connection, maybe it was the fact that he strapped me to his bed and yet I still felt respected.I guess I'll never know now, because we are alike in that I wont contact him nor him me. Somehow, I like it that way.

sandeepndedhia 32M

6/20/2005 12:46 am

may be ur thinking right but whoi knows what fact is it what thoughts make this feeling


ciana87 30F
4 posts
6/21/2005 6:08 pm

girrl! you nevr told me *all that* (i.e. strappin you to his bed?) LOL. glad you dont feel guilty. you definatly shouldnt.


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