The End....  

7 posts
2/1/2006 10:42 am

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The End....

So last night as Josh and I got into an arguement he told me he never wanted to see me again....depressed and lonely I sat here...racking my brain trying to figure out what the hell I did wrong and I realized I didn't do anything....Josh finally admitted to cheating on me. I have been bugging him and asking him for over a year. The reason he gave was...I was drunk, horny, and wanted to fuck...and she was there. Don't get me wrong...I am a complete freak but for once I am in love with someone that is a freak with me and now I know I am not the only pussy he's pounding...I am sad and depressed and can't think straight...Of course he apoligized and we had the best, full body (orgasmic from head to toe) sex ever....but that doesn't change my heart...What am I to do???I could really use suggestions....I don't know why I bother noone ever reads these or responds....I guess I am still alone on it all!

sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
2/1/2006 11:40 am

Sorry to hear about that but if I was in your shoes, I will surely leave Josh. I already did that when 3 out of my 4 ex-bfs cheated on me back then. I never looked back. I am better off without them and I deserve much better than anybody else could give to me. Best of luck.

tazzerman2000 58M
18960 posts
2/1/2006 12:04 pm

Bye bye time. No doubt. I can't believe that you actually had sex with him after he told you he was screwing someone else girl! I'm confused, he admits to cheating on you, you guys get in a big argument, have sex, then HE as the balls to dump YOU? Did I miss something here?? Sorry if I sound heartless here. I'm not and I do TRULY understand what your going through. Remember, there ARE more fish in the sea. You look like a very nice girl and should really have no problem finding someone who can love, cherish, get 'freaky' with you AND remain faithful Good luck sweetie -tm

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Shelly_Marie 43F

2/1/2006 12:56 pm

well first of all, you have to realize that when he said 'i was drunk, horny, and she was there..' while that can be an excuse for some people who do things they normally dont when drunk, in a way it shows irresponsibility and it is up to you whether you think of him as irresponsibile or not, and whether you would like to find someone who you can feel secure with. thats what we all want out of a relationship: security among all of the other good things about a relationship. but feeling secure in it, is what you definitely need, thats why it is called a committed relationship.

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2/1/2006 1:12 pm

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2/3/2006 6:56 am

Thank You all so much for your responses. I am still not sure what to do. I love him with all of my heart there is no doubt in my mind, and I really don't want to give him up for anything but I am still so confused and upset, my stomach is turning and spinning like a washer on heavy cycle. I really like all of your comments and thank you for them. I let everyone know how it turns out.

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