Life... or something like it....?  

Iwakura16Eyes 37F
603 posts
5/20/2006 6:13 am

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5/26/2006 11:39 am

Life... or something like it....?

It is amazing how life works, isn't it...?

Good morning.... *smiles fondly*

I am listening to a good song right now... Fiona Apple's Pleasantville soundtrack cover of the Beatles tune, "Across the Universe." I am in this mode right now. you think yer path will go one way or be hindered toward one particular experience. It is written that there is a flow and flux of things. Sometimes I almost believe it.... I shouldn't be saying shit like this just yet, I know. But I just feel weird---I dun feel this way much. I like it, but it always scares me. I can't focus on anything, but *this*. I have to go to work at my shitty job today. I have a feeling that I will not falter on this feeling--this state of mind. I can't get over it. I feel like I am having a positive hangover. He wonders about himself... I wonder if he knows that mind of his makes him all the more beautiful in my mind...? I am the type of girl that I can see someone who is stereotypically "hot" to the rest of the world and if they open their mouth and stupid shit comes out I am completely turned off toward them---they become heinous to me. In the world of my mind outside of sexual attraction--things work differently. I am attracted to lots of men, but the real pull is in the full package of a guy. this guy is the full package and then some. and I am left here wondering what the license plate number on that damn truck was.... *winks* I'm NOT kidding, kids... I deleted my whole mailbox on here... 'cept for his msgs and a few other more serious things.

I have something to look forward to tonight... I'll be here with bells on.
you ever notice sometimes yer music program yer running on yer computer has an evil mind of it's own...? mine just started playing "Trust In Me" by Etta James... I hope like hell I am not being an idiot with all of this.... please tell me I did not just fall really fuckin hard.... *sighs*


rm_LoyalCumpany 46M
3204 posts
5/20/2006 5:48 pm

Bells? Seriously, bells on? Hmm, what outfit will YOU be wearing?

I am JoJo the Circus Boy!


Iwakura16Eyes 37F

5/20/2006 9:43 pm

last x-mas, I did sew sleighbells to a green velvet thong... *grins*

no.. seriously... my pants jingled.. it was hilarious...


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