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so... I dunno whether it was the boredom, nasalspray-induced insomnia or whatever-the-hell-else, but I found myself in the Great Lakes chatroom last night... (yeah, I know--what the hell was I thinking?) met some ppl obviously... yeehah...
BUT..I am not interested in any of it... I was bored as hell... and I wanted to talk to someone in particular, but I have learned that person is basically unavailable on the weekends. Also, I missed a good pal of mine because I got off work so bloody late. I hate Fridays... always the 3:30-12am shifts... blah.
so yeah...basically went crazy last night... met like one neat person, but a few other--well, erg--ones... I know this is sick and cruel to say, but some ppl are so fugging desperate--and it shows. I also learn more about myself... cute little preppy boy last night, right? he's one of those "I can't wait to feel my hard cock in you, baby" types... wtf? why the fuck does that bug me so bloody much? seriously! why?! I hate it when they chat me up like that. I can take my mystery (to you guys! ) guy's cute comments and run with those--although, he very seldom tells me these things... BUT... I just hate it when guys are totally uncouthe about their sexual expression... it's like it cheapens it to me or something... I just think "his" comment about "randy-ness" are cute as hell... plus, I somehow feel good about knowing he likes to think about me in that way. Perhaps, it's because there is more than an "I just wanna get in yer pants" mentality going on there? he likes me he REALLY likes me (I like him, too--for those of you that read my blog who are too silly to have picked that up already ) but yeah....
missing "him..." hoping he's doing well..
off to work soon... blarg... I HATE my job....
6/24/2006 4:51 pm
I have never quite figured out the chatrooms. It might be cause my POS computer is so old that it can't keep up with how fast all the messages are flying through.|
Regardless of where it is, desperation doesn't play well.
I hope you can meet up with your crush again soon.