Musings on this site.  

Igottahaveit69 56M
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7/18/2006 7:58 pm

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7/18/2006 8:52 pm

Musings on this site.

I approached this site with some trepidation. Would it be like so many of the other sites out there? All fluff and promise with no substance behind it? Would they take my money and run? Or would there be actual people here who want to cut thrugh the bullshit of their everyday existance?
I work hard for my money and my time is even more precious. I knew that this would require an investment by me. I knew that there were no guarantees either. I finally decided to take the risk and joined.
Past experience told me that the women would be outnumbered by the men (they are) and that they are looking for something else. One of these days I will figure out what it is that they want. I use to think that it was money and security. I use to think that it was all the material things you see on the idiot box. I found that is not exactly what they want though.
I felt that most women were looking for the 6 foot tall, 20 to 30 something hard body that is hung like a horse. I dispaired of ever meeting someone as I will never fit that mold. One time I even thought that women wanted someone to pamper them and treat them like princesses. I have opened doors and offered assistance, but still can't find my way.
If I just wanted to get laid, I would pay a hooker. It is more than that though. I want to find my way back into a womans arms more than her bed. I want to understand how I can be the man that a woman really wants.
So now, like any fisherman, I am casting my e-mails into the site. I am winking and mailing like a mad man, all to no avail. I have to remain patient though. Perhaps, someone will give me a chance. Perhaps, I may have some of the answers, some of the qualities that a woman wants.


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