Should I go back? Resolve crumbling.  

Idunno135 33M
48 posts
7/28/2005 8:49 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Should I go back? Resolve crumbling.


I can't believe how HARD it is to find anyone, ANYONE, who is interested. Not just for sex, but just as a friend. Anyone really interested is far far away.

Lust is probbaly getting the better of me. I was watching over a friend of mine, she was sleeping after comming down off a fever. It was making me so tired I couldn;t think straight (I haven't slept good these last few days). All I could think about was having sex. I was so damn hard and I haddn;t even been thinking about it.

I almost started jerking off right there. It was just so bad I HAD to go. I made up a reason to leave (A friend thankfully came over) and called up Girl M. She is the only one interested in me in a sexual nature, kinda makes me sad.

She is at work. Won't be off until I go into work.

Maybe that's a good thing. I have been without Sex for a month. Given how my luck is, should this girl go away, it could be years before I could have sex again. It should be better I get use to not having it.

Not to mention I said I did not want this girl to fuck me again. She is just too crappy in bed. Every time I fuck her the longer it takes before I feel Like masturbating or doing anything sexual. She is just so bad she turns me off of sex.

But I have this urge to call her up right now and say "I am comming over, I need to fuck you." She'd be ready in a heart beat. Sigh.

I really need release, and I really wish someone would be interested in me for once.

And not just the damn gay guys. My hairdresser is stalking me... ;_;.

Chi_chobit 29F

7/28/2005 2:47 pm

Wow. So bad she turns you of to sex? That's awful. I wish my hairdresser would stalk me, she's hot as hell. Be happy that although it is crappy sex, you can get that crappy sex. I am sex-less, even crappysex-less. lol. Things will get better, just pop in some red hot chili peppers and relax. just love


Idunno135 33M

7/28/2005 9:26 pm

My hairdresser is a 50 year old balding drug addict. If he ain't drunk he's stoned or both.

I am seriously wondering if No Sex is better than Crappy Sex. BUt the hope others are better is the only thing keeping me away frm the No Sex option.


Chi_chobit 29F

7/28/2005 11:23 pm

Yeah i can understand that completly. Its a good thing to hangon to, if you have patience. Sorry about the hairdresser, mine is a 21 year old sexy, long haired sexual kitten. ::swoon::


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