Taking off the mask  

rm_I_NV_Satiety 47F
206 posts
8/14/2006 9:32 pm

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Taking off the mask

I have a problem with letting my guard down. It's difficult for me to open up to anyone and let them see who I really am. I don't know if it's because I am just so used to saying one thing and doing another, or if it's because I am afraid that if people saw who I really am, they wouldn't want me, but for whatever reason...I am guarded.

I had a long conversation with someone that is very close to my heart this weekend. I have known him for what seems like forever, and yet I don't want to open up to him. He never pushes, always lets me put forth the amount of information that I am comfortable with. This weekend, I had a few moments of raw truth with him, and much to my surprise it drew us closer. It seems that some people do want to know me...really know me.

Somehow...it's still comes as a surprise to me.

pierd 51M
222 posts
8/15/2006 8:35 pm

Sounds like you are relaxing. Good!

I won't wish you 'good luck', 'cause you don't need it - it'll happen, anyway

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