Is An Apology Good Enough  

HotTXpussy4U 48F
2177 posts
7/14/2006 6:59 pm

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7/25/2006 8:37 pm

Is An Apology Good Enough

I'm feeling bad - - - I haven't been REALLY online in weeks. I miss everyone, I miss laughing at our blogs. I miss the emails and the flirting. I miss guys trying to get into my pants - even if just virtually.

All work and NO Play here in NY. Floods I think are the worst things to clean up after. Everything is a mess, all over. We have just enough jobs going, that sleep is a rare. Meals even rarer. It sucks.

Oh sure, money is good - but money doesn't buy clarity of the mind. I don't know if I'm coming or going 1/2 the time - and I know I'm snapping off peoples heads on an hourly basis. Oh sure - they deserve it for being idiots, but dang - just a day of peace would be nice.

I left home a month and 1/2 ago - living in hotels, eating fast food (when I can), working 7 days a week, sleeping about 5 hours per day. Otherwise I sit in front of this computer. Field 3 dozen idiot phone calls every day - on top of the ones I have to take and deal with.

Just making me crazy.

And I MISS THIS PLACE! I feel bad for not being able to blog, to let emails go unanswered. I saw some cuties tonight - but I don't have the energy to type much more.

Does an apology on my blogs count???

My heart is in the right place - but my mind left me a few weeks ago.

Hope all is well - I will be back to my "NORMAL" self in a few weeks when this all ends. Just cross fingers for NO HURRICANES, so I can go home and rest up for the next few months of hell that is bound to come.

Kisses - HotTx {=}

Dallas_Male_35 47M
255 posts
7/15/2006 10:38 am

I can relate to how you feel. I had an assignment that kept me out for 7 weeks once on a $15mil loss. . . you kind of get a little punchy as the days turn into weeks. Hotels are a nice change, but when home starts to be the change, it's time to swich back to normal!

Maybe you just need a good tongue lashing

I hope you get to come home soon.

roper_6969 55M

7/16/2006 2:42 pm

We miss you too sweetie.


docdirk 47M

7/18/2006 5:53 pm

Fear not... we still love ya!!!

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

HotTXpussy4U 48F

7/25/2006 8:37 pm

I can feel it - - the time is coming.. I'm getting my 2nd wind.... I"M BACK

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