How Much Salt Can You Take?  

HotTXpussy4U 48F
2177 posts
12/27/2005 9:57 pm

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How Much Salt Can You Take?

I've come to determine, at the ripe old age of 37, there is still plenty to learn about the male species. Though I've always tried to walk with my eyes open - apparently I just see the things I want to see. looks like I've been blown-off.

Well I guess that's what it is. Not really sure what else to think. One day things are fine as pie - - then the subtle brushoff. The first clue was a phone call the day after I went to West Texas. I left on Friday. While on the road, I would text with my current location. He'd text back "cool" or something of that nature. When I was able to get some privacy I called and left him a message. Didn't hear back - which was no big deal. On Saturday - I had sent a text saying good morn'n call when he could. I did hear from here later that day - After the Cowboys defeated MY Panthers. He was gloating about the "win"...and really not much else. He then brought of the subject of New Years - saying I should just plan on going with girls. He said he would be working late (and he could be - with year end sales)..he would be in no mood to come out with me.

And really - I was fine with all that. I respect people in their jobs. But I guess you would have heard all the plans he was making for us - so it gave me the idea that he really likes being with me. Also in this statement about New Years - I asked him if he was still planning on meeting at my house Christmas night - to which he replied "if I have the gas".

Now - here is where I might have been too trusting. Up until this weekend...if he made the trip down - I took us to dinner. I do live an hour and 15 minutes away. So I thought it a fair trade. But that comment about gas was not the first I had heard it slip out. So, in my mind, I dug in my heels and told myself "If I am not even worth the gas...fuck him".

Well if you think I saw him Christmas night - you'd be wrong. I had called and sent text's - with no reply. Finally at about 4:00 (while I am diving back from West Texas)..he replies to my text message. Tells me he is just going to hang in his town. Not a phone call - but just a text. Well to each his own - I had PLENTY of stuff to do and family to see.

Do you know he had the nerve to send me a text at 10:00pm and ask "Wanna come to (insert city here) for the night"? That's it, no please, I miss you , kiss my ass..nothing. So I didn't reply. When I wasn't worth to come see, then wait until LATE (considering the drive) for just a night of sex. I might sex as good as the next, but I deserve more respect than that.

On Monday I sent him 2 messages - - - nothing in return. He left a message tonight while I was shopping....stating something about me not returning his phone calls. WHAT THE FUCK EVER!! Just figures he would try to put it back on me. WELL - this ain't my first rodeo.... I see the writing on the wall.

Here's my whole issue with this. IF sex was all that he wanted - - then why all the other b.s.? I'm a grown woman, I can handle it. He knew me well enough to know I wouldn't just go for a "sex only" relationship. I am not the type to be able to juggle men... I like to either be in a relationship - or nothing at all. It's my comfort zone.. and I let him into my zone.

I always take disappointment with as much grain of salt as I can handle. I learn from them, grow for them and hopefully become a better person because of them. I know I would not want to be the cause of disappointment for someone.

So what's a girl gonna do??? Get up, dust herself off...move on down the road.

mygmyg 59M

12/28/2005 10:24 am

HTP, sorry this was not the "one".

Big HUG, a Bigger Hug!

Further on down the road!!! We must all go...

gnr8nrg 46M

12/28/2005 1:54 pm

Hi HotTX... err..aaahh.. happy holidays. (as I duck my head) Hopefully you're both just playing the he said, she said game. It happens sometimes. It may all work out unless both of you are cocked and ready to fire. In a stand off nobody wins. The guns start blazing and when the smoke clears... This doesn't need to make sense, I just liked writing it. I hope it all works out. It's still early and you never know. Have a good New Years.

HotTXpussy4U 48F

12/28/2005 4:35 pm

Thank you for the hugs - yummy. Needed that!{=}

HotTXpussy4U 48F

12/28/2005 8:54 pm

I am just in the "wait and see" mode. See if he puts forth the effort, wait for him to make the move. But after some things today..not sure anything will come of it. But while I am buzzing about and staying busy...will just test the waters. What's the worse that can happen right? What, alone? Been doing that for 10 years..think I got a pretty good handle on it.


rm_coolarrow48 68M
3 posts
1/7/2006 4:59 am


DROP him like a HOT POTATOE!! There is Someone out there for you! He has another AGENDA & your not included in it!! You need TRUTH not a LIAR!! KEEP SHOPPING!! BEST OF LUCK!!

HotTXpussy4U 48F

1/7/2006 9:49 am

consider it DONE!!! I did meet up with hom NYE..i just had to be sure! NOW I am sure...and moving on. Already got a new one on the end of my fishing line...gonna see if I can reel him in. If he's worthy - I will mount him. LOL


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