Had too Much Wine  

HotTXpussy4U 48F
2177 posts
12/19/2005 4:38 pm

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Had too Much Wine

LOL - my first drunk blogging...now that is funny. Guess if it would be funnier if I couldn't type, but that comes natural. Whether it all makes sense - totally different story!!

Okay, not really drunk - but I did have my fair share of 2 bottles of awesome expensive wine (thank the company for that purchase)...and feelin really warm inside. A few weeks ago, I was not feeling so great about myself or the choices I have made. I think it's amazing what a few weeks can do for the ol' ego. Maybe what they say is true - you have to go to the bottom to get back up, dust yourself off and try again.

I guess it's true what they say, when you least are expecting it - it will hit you upside the head. I fell for him the first time we talked. I wasn't looking, lord knows I had been through enough with the last one... but he some how, was different. Doesn't matter if we have never met...I know him better than most ever could. And he's learned the same about me. It's the stupid things that make us laugh - other's would view as very strange. He knows that a song can touch my heart..and make me think of him. Words that other sing about.. I can find in the words that we say to each other.

I can't wait to see him...standing in baggage claim, waiting for me to be in his arms. Feeling his kiss for the first time. How I know we will both stop breathing in that moment of time. His arms wrapped around me, holding me close...never wanting to let go. We will laugh, smile, look into each other's eyes..deep into the soul. Seeing that we know this is the right thing.

No matter what roads we traveled to get to this point..this is where we are meant to be. This point in time, we are suppose to be holding each other..like there is no other person in existance in the world.

I can NOT wait to meet this man..the man that fills my dreams at night when I sleep (though I sleep so little anymore, he's always on my mind). The man that holds my heart in his hands...the man I could love.

I miss him - this man I've never met.

funtoplay1973 43M
69 posts
12/19/2005 5:59 pm

Very lucky man!

Dallas_Male_35 47M
255 posts
12/19/2005 8:59 pm

I hope you both know how truly lucky you are. I'd give anything to have that feeling that you both have. I wish you the best of luck; and, I hope that you have a fantastic first kiss!!

Plano69 54M

12/19/2005 10:20 pm

Sigh... lucky guy...

HotTXpussy4U 48F

12/20/2005 10:56 am

Only 6 hours left...leaving hotel in just a little while. I usually sleep on the plane..don't think that will happen! LOL. VERY VERY Excited....I'm too far into it now to think about disappointment. Ooooooo - feel all giggly!

sexymermaid6956 63F
26393 posts
12/20/2005 2:18 pm

enjoy yourself ...first kisses are so special...i hope all works out for you...how excieting for you...


Seduce my mind and my body

HotTXpussy4U 48F

12/20/2005 2:34 pm

Sitting at airport...30 minutes till boarding the plane. After that, no turning back. Like I would turn back? I will let everyone know.

gnr8nrg 46M

12/21/2005 10:13 am

Hi HotTX, I hope you had a great time. I'm late as always and being it's the next morning. I hope you're all smiles.

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