HeyThereYou2 46F
28 posts
3/17/2005 8:04 pm

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5/28/2006 1:22 pm


i have sudennly come to the realization i am not 'dating' material.

and i'm surprised at how bruised my ego feels right now.

who would've thought? not i, i thought i was doing great, having my cake and eating it too. seeing a couple of AdultFriendFinder guys and knowing that if one wasn't available when i needed male companionship, chances were, the other one would be.

then guy a tells me he's been seeing someone for a few weeks... a single mom with 2 wonderful kids (and i'm thinking... you've met the kids already?!?!?!) still,it's no big deal, he's still a good friend... and i have guy b, whom i just adore kissing.

only it turns out guy b is also "dating" someone else, mostly on weekends (i should've suspected something was up when he started showing up on mondays).

so i'm starting to process the fact that i'm not someone men date. just someone they like to fuck... not a good realization. not good at all.

clearly, i am not too hung up on the whole 'monogamy' concept. and i had no problem with them playing with other women. but the fact that they're getting serious with someone else while still having sex with me... well, that just bites!!!

so bruised ego. confused. and rather sad at the fact i'm never going to kiss guy b again.

so how y'all doin'?

djadams21 53M

3/17/2005 8:58 pm

Maybe you just need more guys?

why_not_tonight 46F

3/17/2005 9:00 pm

hang in there?

ExcitedSenses 38M

3/17/2005 10:09 pm

keep going, but remember that this site is liek a fantasy world, to make it reality takes a lot of effort by both parties

Tala4u2 54M  
2961 posts
3/18/2005 12:22 am

But have you screwed them three times?

Tala, Wizard of The Kingdom of BooBoBia, DEITY,

Jerosd 47M

3/18/2005 9:58 am

Just think of yourself as a prep school...u train the guys and they get send out into the real world...U are a girl on a mission.....U are the divine rider of the pleasure wave...

lonelymiss2 34F
1 post
3/21/2005 10:02 pm

i dunno...let it go. if they are "dating" someone and still having sex with you anyway, they arent the kind of guys you would want a monogamos relationship with n e way cause they would do the same to you...

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