I Hide To Cry......  

HeartlessBitch69 46F
6876 posts
7/9/2006 10:05 pm

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7/12/2006 11:31 pm

I Hide To Cry......

You ever have a hard time getting what you feel out and wrote down? I do often, well getting them out with out calling someone a FUCKING BITCH, or cursing someone out! Ya know I am ANGRY, right?

Well I seen this poem, and it just fit, I like It,I like it alot!


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I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow

And no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry
because I know I will never leave this place
and dreams don't really come true
its just all make- believe

And it really doesn't matter

I hide to cry
because my weakness brings my tears
and I have no one to hold me close
no one HERE who loves me

And no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry
because I embarrass the moon
and she is my only friend
but she's too far away to hold my hand

And it really doesn't matter anyway

I hide to cry
because no one really cares anyway
and is this pain even real
it really doesn't matter

And no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry
because no one validates my pain
and no one really cares
so why should I

And it really doesn't matter anyway.


Veronica Ann Cech

MEL


SpinaSluedVenae 51M
254 posts
7/9/2006 11:36 pm

Mel!Alot of people care!


rm_abutoo2 44M
1078 posts
7/10/2006 12:03 am

crying's good for ya. It's like the release valve on a pressure cooker. To me, it's the love inside that is screaming to come out. Let it out baby, let it out


dreamswyou 50M

7/10/2006 1:01 am

I love ya hun!!!

I wish I could hold you close but your too far away

I feel exactly like the poem a lot of times to. I know what it's like to cry and not have a shoulder to cry on.

You may think I'm crazy but I know if I could wrap you in my arms all your bitterness would melt away Resist you might but I would not give up. I'd chase ya down!!!!

C'mere hun and let me give ya a great big warm squeeze!!!


(((((((((((((Heart))))))))))))

I left out the "Less" because me knows you have a heart. You seem to be a lot like me. I become afraid to open my heart to someone for fear of being hurt or worse yet being rejected.


letstryit4fun38 49F

7/10/2006 3:59 am

I can relate to what you are saying in so many ways.

WELCOME TO MY WICKED BUT WONDERFUL WORLD!


readytolay_3
(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)
105F

7/10/2006 4:11 am

WOW man what a downer...Wish I could hold your hand, suck your toes and give you a Titty to suck on, would that make you feel better..??...Ya Bitch....Ready

Ready


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/10/2006 8:14 am

readytolay_3--Ok, now thats just WRONG! YUCK!

letstryit4fun38--Alot of people can really!

dreamswyou--Ya know what opening your hearts does, It gives someone else the chance to reach in and rip it right the fuck out your chest, and stop it to death!

abutoo2--Your funny!

justlooking818--You know, I know alot of people on HERE care.


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/10/2006 11:04 am

kunuga1--I really hardly ever cry. But I am a closet cryer.


dreamswyou 50M

7/10/2006 2:20 pm

I know the feeling all too well hun

It's a chance we all take.

You can cry on my shoulder anytime instead of the closet


hotcold33 50M

7/10/2006 3:35 pm

whether you like a storm breaking
or whether you don't
there's still one thing
i have to say to you


but every time it feels like lightning
it's not easy to pretend
and i don't want to lay it all on a line
if you can't believe me
and i don't want to say i love you all the time
if you don't need me


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
7/10/2006 4:18 pm

Hey ..... If it will make you feel better.......... I'll come cry with you sometimes!!!!!!


willing2tryit42 40M
1141 posts
7/10/2006 4:20 pm

.......... and then we can go make someone else cry!!!!!


OcelotScratch 48M
286 posts
7/10/2006 7:21 pm

I get this. Thank you.


leegs55 54M

7/10/2006 7:24 pm

i feel your pain. sometimes i get nasty because i am tried of getting burned in some situations.

most of the time things and people are good..and other times..well the hell with them!!


skyking412004 53M
5363 posts
7/10/2006 7:39 pm

_____Well you know you have a "family" in Blogland who cares about you.


1000ft_above 45M

7/10/2006 8:22 pm

I wish I could comfort you better than just in words on a computer screen. You are one person on here that just doesn't deserve to be hurting like this.

Sometimes having someone who can relate just a little helps alot. You have that here. Every person has been at a tough time in their life and felt pain and grief, dissapointment and betrayal, lies and heartbreak. At one point or another, someone here has felt exactly the way you do right now.

It will get better, you know that, but the only one who can validate your pain is you. We can say it is ok to hurt once in a while, that we care and may know a little of what you are going through. You have to understand what has hurt you because if you don't know why, you can't stop it from happening again. I wish I could be there to talk to you, sometimes that helps alot to just talk. You have friends here that you do talk to so, use that and allow yourself to feel better and get past this.

My thoughts are with you.


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/10/2006 8:59 pm

willing2tryit42--God I would feel so much better to make someone else cry! Or even feel something

dreamswyou--I don't like people to see me cry! It shows weakness.

OcelotScratch--Your Welcome!

leegs55--I hurt and I feel others should hurt as well!

skyking412004--Yep

1000ft_above--I know it will get better. I am waiting, and I hate waiting! One day I will get WHAT THE FUCK I WANT!


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/10/2006 9:00 pm

hotcold33--I really liked that. Is it yours? TY


OcelotScratch 48M
286 posts
7/10/2006 10:29 pm

I can't cry, either in public or in private. At least not about real life; I can cry over a work of fiction. The only exception is at the loss of a pet. I cried when we had to put our 17 year old cat down in April, but I didnt cry at my grandmother's funeral, even though she was the grandmother I really, really liked.

For me, it's not about showing weakness. It's that I have my emotions buried under a hyper-rational shell. My therapist and I are working on it.


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/10/2006 11:56 pm

OcelotScratch-- LOL I hide behind my bitchy atittude!

kunuga1--My computer has seen me cry several times.


hotcold33 50M

7/11/2006 2:11 pm

mi mel no it not mine its from a song by sinéad lohan i change it a little
whether or not

whether you like a storm breaking
or whether you don't
there's still one thing
you have to say to me
maybe you won't

but every time it feels like lightning
it's not easy to pretend
and i don't want to lay it all on a line
if you can't believe me
and i don't want to say i love you all the time
if you don't need me

whether i'm like a storm breaking
or whether i'm not
it seems i'm in this tree
nearly all my life
but you see maybe i'm not

but every time it feels like lightning
it's not easy to pretend
and all this fire in the air
isn't mine not mine completely
but i let it light me every day of my life
so i can be me

time in itself means nothing to me
time is on the wall
there's nothing you can do
to stop the dance in you
sometimes it's run walk crawl

and every time it feels like lightning
it's not easy to pretend
and i don't want to lay it all on a line
if you can't believe me
and i don't want to say i love you all the time
if you don't need me

whether you like a storm breaking
or whether you don't
there's still one thing
you have to say to me
maybe you won't

and every time it feels like lightning
it's not easy to pretend
and i don't want to lay it all on a line
if you don't believe me
and i don't want to say i love you all the time
if you don't need me

and i don't want to lay it all on a line
if you can't believe me
and i don't want to say i love you all the time
if you don't need me

words and music by sinéad lohan


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/11/2006 9:35 pm

kunuga1--I sooooo love metallica!

hotcold33--Well I love it anyways!


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/12/2006 3:22 am

kunuga1--I do love my LOST LOVE songs!


hotcold33 50M

7/12/2006 4:13 am

thanks mel


HeartlessBitch69 46F

7/12/2006 11:31 pm

hotcold33--Your welcome baby!


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