Is it me?  

Hard2Bme1966 50M
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9/6/2005 5:23 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Is it me?


I work two jobs and attend college. I'm doing my best to make things better for my future, but my wife finds ways to put me deeper in debt. Because I have two jobs I'm digging my way out of the hole, but I'm thinking to myself, is it worth it? I left my wife once before for 8 months. I was happy and doing well, but missed my children. Now my kids are teens and want little or nothing to do with me. I try taking them fishing and to grandforks for the newest movie, but its almost as if they don't care. I haven't had sex with my wife in over 3 months.
I'm almost out of the hole and ready to move on before she has the chance to put me in the hole again, but I'm sure the lawyers will have a feild day at my expense! The anger behind my frustration is my own fault and I created it to an extent. I love my wife, but would like to meet new women without lies.

babygirlwana 36F

9/10/2005 8:33 pm

does she work? i feel bad for u, but u know someday ur kids will understand why u left, its better to be happy apart from her then to hate eachother toghether kids know when some thing is wrong
hope it works out


Hard2Bme1966 50M

9/11/2005 8:30 am

Yes she works, but the money she makes is less than the money I make at my part-time job. Here is an example of a situation that happened recently: I walk into the kitchen and see two cases of pop and three bags of chips (No big deal ‒ even though I don’t touch the stuff) I open the frig and there is no milk. 3 days before payday and no money left in the checking account to buy milk, but there was enough to buy chips and pop? I could go on with other situations involving clothes, junk food that only she eats, nic knacks purchased at a yard sale, and the things she throws in the trash. Oh, that is a good one. You should see some of the stuff that is thrown out of this house! Many of times I have asked “why are you throwing that out?” (an expensive item purchased a few years ago, and nothing wrong with it) her answer is, I’m tired of looking at it.


Hard2Bme1966 50M

9/11/2005 2:09 pm

Today she wanted to go wine tasting. I told her sure go ahead, but don't take the truck because the gas in the tank needs to last us until Friday when I get paid. What does she do? She takes the truck!


babygirlwana 36F

9/17/2005 7:26 pm

dude u should just stop giving her money ! make her suport her self dont put gas in her car or buy her anything


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