H~N~B gets serious............  

HOTNBOTHERED0414 46F
6876 posts
2/21/2006 9:59 pm

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3/22/2006 1:23 am

H~N~B gets serious............

Something I did some years ago, was brought up at work today.

I was called into my Director of Nursings office. She had informed me she had seen an old boss of mine and they had asked if I was "OK".

When she had asked why they would ask her that, they told her about my SUICIDE ATTEMPT, in 1999.

My boss now never knew of it, and it is not something I make known to everyone.

I know it is the reason I was fired from that job in 1999, but thats not the reason they put on the paperwork. But I knew!

So she questioned me about it. I know I did not have to answer, but I thought I would give her some insite.

It was june 12th 1999, I took an overdose of over 250 pills. They were all various different pills I had in my house. From antidepressants, to pain pills, muscle relaxers, diaretics, ect,ect.....

Alot of things were going on in my life at that time. And no body knows til they go through it. I just wanted the world to stop, and I just wanted to sleep. Hell I was working two full time jobs and going to school.

Well , after a week stay in the hospital, I go home to a worse life then before the attempt. My house had been broken into while I was at the hospital, I get fired from my job, boyfriend moved out, lost friends, you name it, it happened. And I ws so pissed that I failed!

That was the turning point for me! It was like I grew up and got stronger!

But it being brought up today as a topic of conversation at work, really pissed me off.

Now I am sure it will follow me forever. I myself remember it every year on the date. But thats not how I want people at work to see me. My one weak moment that will follow me forever!


H~N~B HOTNBOTHERED0414


LustGoddess2469 49F  
2453 posts
2/21/2006 10:24 pm

Well, I for one am VERY glad that you "failed". This world would be a much more boring and sad place without you in it. Besides, who woulda had my back last week?

Lusty (HUGS)


HOTNBOTHERED0414 46F

2/21/2006 10:28 pm

LustGoddess2469--Where did that lil bitch go anyways? She was no fun!


rm_kelli4u2dew 41F
5220 posts
2/21/2006 10:35 pm

I would contact the old boss and inform them that what he did is a serious breach of employee privacy. You have a potential lawsuit, and if it affects your current position, I would seriously consider it. He/she has no right to talk about your personal life to a current or potential employer.

Glad you're doing ok now. Hugs.


readytolay_3
(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)
105F

2/22/2006 7:41 am

Girl firend, Even the MIGHTY will falter from time to time and THAT WAS ALL IT WAS...If they were SO conserned with how you were donig they should have asked YOU in person...As far as that following you FUCK THEM, it is an issue only because you are so STRONG and NOT a weak uncaring incompetent lazy ass WHORE...!!!

Like Dreamseeker1971 said you have grown and moved on,they NEVER will..!!! Shit bags like them NEED someone to build their self worth off of DON'T GIVE IT TO THEM...

If you must sue the MOTHER FUCKERS...Ready

Oh yeah have a HAP HAP HAPPY DAY...!!!!

Ready


ToolsMulesFaker 40M
163 posts
2/22/2006 8:51 am

The past is what it is.
The past makes us who we are today.
Without the past you wouldnt be where you are today.
The Past makes you who you are today.

The past is the build up to the present and I for one am glad events took you to here, to this moment. For life seems more full with you in it.


mrrdking 59M

2/22/2006 11:40 am

Part of you may have actually died during that event. But in it's place a beautiful angel emerged, stronger, healthier, and more vibrant than ever. The decisions, mistakes and triumphs of our past prepare us for our future and yours is now entwined with mine and that, no one can change. Know that you are loved and cherrished for who you are now.


HOTNBOTHERED0414 46F

2/22/2006 12:17 pm

mrrdking-- I love you!


HOTNBOTHERED0414 46F

2/22/2006 1:49 pm

Dreamseeker1971--- SHE NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT ANYTHING LIKE THAT. HELL THE OTHER MED AID IS AN EX CRACK HEAD....WHICH IS WORSE?
AND NOTHING I TOOK WAS TAKEN FROM A FACILITY, IT WAS ALL MEDICATIONS PERSCRIBED TO ME BY MY DOCTOR. OR OVER THE COUNTER.


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