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Gypsy329 46F
124 posts
5/12/2006 3:43 pm

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Back for more...

It's now been a pretty long time since I was last here. I was in need of some solitude. And unfortunately that meant no blogging for me. It seems that I've been in denial about my feelings for someone. I'd convinced myself that I was over being heartbroken and started trying to move on. It turns out that being touched by another only made me long for the one I love. So now I'm like WTF?!?!? I'm actually back to being on my emotional rollercoaster. One day I'm over him and the next I'm stuck on him. How friggin confusing. I'm not even the clingy, fall in love type. Hell, he's not even in the SAME STATE as me anymore...So, I shouldn't be still wishing and hoping for possibilities that are never going to be...Right? Geez oh man!!!!

If anyone is actually reading this, you deserve a big THANK YOU. I know that the way I've expressed myself may seem scattered and choppy but that's just me right now...scattered.

So...for those who don't mind reading about my current state of insanity...stay tuned...There's definitely more to come.

StunsPitchCrawl 54M
3 posts
5/13/2006 7:17 pm

Even us guys go through this...well, at least i know I have, other guys may be in denial! It is hard to give it time (and it can take lots of time), and it can be very hard to get your mind on other things. Pining for somebody can often lead to unrealistic fantasies about how things could have been. The good news is that new love can come in, if you take the courage to let it. Good luck!

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