Bleeding but still standing  

Gunslinger1954 62M
90 posts
1/15/2006 4:58 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Bleeding but still standing

Blogland has beconed me back. The light, the dark, Humbolt, Sexyfit, Barbie, Papy - and rock hard memories of Bonnie that wake me in the night in cold sweats seem to be driving me back into a desire to reaquaint with my old friends. I'm going to stop fighting it and be a bad boy once again. At least in my own little way. You have all been so kind to this tormented soul... And I thank you all.

It has been over a year now since since I lost Bonnie but the passion awakened still burns. A gift? A curse? I'm still thinking gift..

I have paid a lot of dues since my last writing and am wondering if there is any end to this paying of dues. Been a good guy (?) for a year and find myself alone, the dirty bastard again. I wish so much that I could tell you tales of passion and hotel room destruction but sadly there are none to tell.

Enough self pity? OK - stop in and say hi and help me find my way back to the yellow brick road with the Emerald Palace bursting with fun, passion and screaming orgasms at the end.

I know it's around here somewhere...

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
1/15/2006 6:38 am

Welcome Back!!!!

I hope these words will help in your healing:

I know your life has been turned upside down
I know the saddness has seeped into your heart
I know that the doors keep slamming back in your face
But friend, you don't know where this road is leading

I know family and friends all seem to have the answers
I know you can't see that bright light at the end of this tunnel
I know that not being here seems so much easier
But friend, you don't know where this road is leading

I know you are kind and caring
I know that heart of yours is filled with love and tenderness
I know each day seems like forever
But friend, you don't know where this road is leading

Give it time and take each day as it comes
You are strong and can find your way home
See my friend, no one knows where this road is leading
But we all follow along to see how far we have come in our lives

Where this road is leading.............

Purry {=}


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
1/15/2006 7:47 am


Gunslinger1954 62M

1/15/2006 9:37 am

I'm lookin' for Flagg. Know where he is? There may be a big relvolver reward for knowlege of Flagg's whereabouts.

papyrina 50F
21133 posts
1/15/2006 3:04 pm

welcome backrelax and enjoy,Hope life is being good to you ,aside from your thought and dreams of bonnie

I'm a

i'm here to stay

Oldman_bythesea 83M
17 posts
9/3/2009 7:43 am

It's been a while old friend, since I have visited your blog.. I had hoped that you alone, amongst the tartlets would have been the one that had kept on blogging.

Things change buddy.. but sometimes the more they change, the more they stay the same.


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