Random thoughts and expressions of a healed heart...  

Good2BeANurse 51F
208 posts
8/29/2006 5:47 pm

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8/30/2006 6:29 am

Random thoughts and expressions of a healed heart...

I have deleted you, and Blocked you.

I deleted you from my friends list on AdultFriendFinder, and put you into ignore.

I will no longer accept your calls on my personal phone.

I am over you, your lies, your games, your plans and schemes, you no longer are welcome in my life, nor in my heart.

I don't even want to see your words on my screen, they are wasteful and mean nothing to me.

The months we spent together all were for nothing, I printed every conversation we had, placed them in the box with everything you sent me, and doused them with kerosene.

I stood back, said a prayer to God for your future, then tossed the match in and watched every memory of you burn.

The strange thing is, the fire grew so much more hot than my passion for you ever had been.

I burned your photographs, your boxers, and everything.

All I could think of was ashes to ashes, dust dust to dust. The love is gone, left in it's place is hate for the man you became, and sadness for the man who you never truly were.

Funny how life turns this way, how a blast from the past can turn into a faded memory, and how a man can make a woman think he is so much more than he ever could be, or will ever be.

So I go on with my life, live each day as it comes, and continue to look for the one who is out there waiting for me. At least now I know it is not you, nor anyone like you.

I know one thing, whoever he is, he is special, kind, loving, and sincere. He will melt me with kisses and make love to me in so many beautiful ways, and I will devote myself to loving him...

Godspeed the next chapter of my life... I'm ready... I'm free... free to love... free to be loved... and willing to make all of his dreams come true...



rm_mainevern 51M
10197 posts
8/29/2006 6:43 pm

Whoa, talk about burning bridges (or at least boxers ).

It's rare we ever achieve full closure on anything, good wishes to you .

Vern

I Wanna Pull Purpletrashcan's Fucking Hair!


Good2BeANurse 51F

8/30/2006 6:29 am

    Quoting rm_mainevern:
    Whoa, talk about burning bridges (or at least boxers ).

    It's rare we ever achieve full closure on anything, good wishes to you .

    Vern
Vern... LMAO @ burnin boxers! Full closure is a good thing, and moving on... well... it's a WONDERFUL thing! Thank you for your well wishes, and thanks for reading my thoughts. Nice photo! Have a wonderful day... watch out for Trolls... they abound here!


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