What a diference love can make.  

Gecko381967 50M
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11/17/2005 12:08 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What a diference love can make.


I have a very good friend from my time in the military who I have often lusted after. My fantasies about her have spread from my first failed mariiage in to my current one. She is such a strong free spirtit and I find that to be the sexiest combination posible. Add to her personality the fact that she is beyond gorgeous and you can see where all the fantasies come from.
Sadly for me she lives on the west coast and I am on the east coast so we don't see alot of each other. WE talk alot and recently I sort of confesed my feelings to her. Actualy I just blurted out my desires. I spent alot of tense moments wondering if I had just killed our relationship. She confided that she also had some majorly strong feelings for me. When she said that what a great rush.
About a week after that conversation she called to let me know she wanted to come and spend a week with me. I have an open door policy for my friends so I told her to come on out and spend as much time as she wanted. I also had visions of her and I makeing love all day long every day, and so did she.
When I saw her at the airport I knew two things imediatly. 1) I loved her deeply and 2) I could never poision our friendship by sleeping with her. I can not belive I would turn down a dream, but now I know what the dream realy is. The dream is love and sex aint it. Sex is easy but loveing a person without expectations is hard. I know that now and I am a better man for it.
For all the folks that read this and disagree, I don't know what to say. Maybe I am a sissy or what ever but I am smarter and I have my friend to thank for it. What my friend got out of all this is me. A man who would with out question or regret lay down his life for her. I love this woman and damn is it great to feel this way.
I also love my wife and it is also a beautiful thing. My wife has many faults but none of them are enough to drive me away from her or to make me disrespect her.
After all I have many more faults than she does. I consider myself the luckiest man alive right now. Damn it's good to be me!!

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