The one i tried helping  

Garrosh 34M
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9/29/2005 12:41 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The one i tried helping


There was one women i actually tried helping. She was pretty depressive and in massive lack of attention/affection/love. And i knew even before i started being with her that i could do her good. We got together on new year's eve to share a bottle of wine, but by then, i was kind of going nuts for her. She couldnt really tell, i was being shy and i didnt really want to just go and try to conquer her. I was pretty vulnerable around then, just got out of a pretty harsh relationship with another that ended up mutilating herself out of frustration. So no, i didnt want to just run her down, didnt feel right. But then she noticed i was being shy and a little distant, and provoked me, saying i was scared of her or something. told her it wasnt that i was scared of her, but she insisted, even teased a little. fact of the matter was i knew she wasnt strong enough to resist if i put my mind to getting her... Pretty lamely said, but hey. Facts proved me right. she was sitting on my bed, sipping her wine, so i just went and sat beside her, pretty close. started looking out the window at the stars. she said she was starting to feel sleepy. i got up to shut the lights. when i came back, she was breathing hard. she asked me if i wanted something of her. i said no, and it was true. i just wanted to be good to her. she accepted, so i came back and lay right beside her. the stars were bright right then. after a while of hearing her still panting, i gently put my hand on her knee, and told her to lay down. she said she didnt want to, she was fine. i insisted, so she layed down. seeing she was still panting, i put my hand lightly on her hip, looking for her eyes. i asked her if she was fine, and after a slight hesitation, she said she was starting to feel better. i kept my hand there until i sensed she wanted it off, then took it off and went back to looking at the stars. i had my arms crossed behind my head. i was almost completely asleep when i felt her stir, saying she had to go to the washroom. she went, then came back to lay down beside me. only this time, she was a lot closer to me. i could feel her body moving with her breath. and at that instant, something else took hold of me, and very gently at first, i started touching her. i just wanted to be good to her. she accepted the touch. she even accepted as i started being more adventurous, she even accepted as i was massaging her clitoris through her jeans. she even accepted as i gently got her down to her panties. but at that point, she suddenly got scared. she didnt trust me anymore. all of a sudden. something broke inside me right then, and i knew i would not be with this women for ever. and that was basically what happened.

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