Monday, soggy Monday  

FuzzyDad 56M
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6/26/2006 7:47 am

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6/30/2006 10:26 am

Monday, soggy Monday

I was talking to a friend (a very beautiful friend) about blogging, wondering how she could come up with something on a daily basis, whether it was erotic thoughts or experiences, daily ranting and raving, or just something to touch the outside world. We didn't go into incredible detail about it, but I guess it's a release of sorts, being able to compile your thoughts and send them out from here.

I've only written a couple of things on my blog, mostly because I thought no one would/could care less about some poor, horny married schmuck, much less my opinions or dreams and desires.

Yeah, I've written a couple of responses here and there, even patted myself on the back for my imaginative talent when it comes to erotic fantasies. But I've never opened up and let my heart out. I've never reached out to anyone for advice or just an ear/shoulder, I've become so adept at hiding "me" and exposing myself to the potential for hurt.

Even now, I spend an inordinate amount of time beating myself up, wondering if I said the wrong thing to a friend (or even just another member!). I pride myself on being honest about my feelings, my comments and opinions, but I go running for the sackcloth and ashes when I find out that it pissed someone off or might have hurt them. Well, I guess that's what counseling is for.

I can't say I've gotten off track here, because I don't think I had one to begin with. I would like to get used to posting regularly, hearing others' thoughts, meeting a few new friends. Once you get past the usual and abundant bullshit here, it's actually a very cool site, with some very cool folks.

Take care all, drop me a line...

want2play926 45F

6/29/2006 10:45 am

First I think you just need to be you and forget about hiding. You don't seem to hide from me and I like ya just fine.

You would be surprised the way you will be excepted here just the way you are. We are all messed up on some level or another.

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