One of those crappy days  

FrannieKStein 46F
34 posts
3/22/2006 8:11 am

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5/31/2006 11:18 am

One of those crappy days


One of those crappy days. I know what I should do to change things. So hard to overcome the fear and step out bravely into a new world.

He has streaks of insanity. Lack of reasoning, obsessions. I am so freaking tired of arguing. Is he really going to get angry every time I drink a diet coke or eat something with artificial sweetener? I listened to your opinion the first time and disagreed; do your own thing and I ll do mine.

He also has the nerve to tell me sun lotion causes skin cancer. Can you imagine having the nerve to say that to someone that has had several precancerous moles removed?

Its the crazed look in his eyes, the intensity of it all that makes me go nuts. I already know its just plan weird but do be that emotionally invested and insistent - sighs.

He started up when the 4 yr old was on my lap. After I tucked her in last night, I asked how does it make you feel when mommy and daddy are fighting? Her reply was "I want to put Daddy in jail." [we have cops in the family]

Guess staying for the kids isn't a good idea when your 4 yr old can come up with the line.

AltumHunksUnite 53M

3/22/2006 8:40 pm

Hmmm... if there was a smilie for a BIG HUG, I'd include it in this post.

Hope things get better for you soon. Some decisions are pretty damn scary, especially when they affect the young ones.

Let me drive. I like the view


wantonwill 60M

3/23/2006 6:13 pm

MEOW!


FrannieKStein 46F

3/24/2006 6:11 am

wtf - Meow?


bigdaddie2955 62M

5/22/2006 2:53 pm

Seems to me your being abused.You need to seek a womens shelter that can help conselling. This will help you to realize what decisions you need to make.Remember,you have a child that is affected by the argueing.Seek help first,then make a good decision on what you need to do and the path you need to follow.
I too was abused verbally and mentally for 18 years by my ex wife.I know it is not right to have to stay in a marriage just for the kid's sake.My daughter told me I should get a divorce from her Mother,after she left home,which I did,now I'm happy.


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