Fox4aKnight1 43F
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3/20/2006 8:36 am

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Now I went over to a friends blog. I noticed that he got some intersting info recently that helped make his emotions and feeling on quite a few things totally confused. I totally sypathise because I have been feeling the same way lately. Totally Confused. I also noticed not too long ago that I have been stressing out over things here lately so have been taking a break for the most part. Not posting anything really deep or personal. Mostly because of the confusion and the need to try to figure out some thing like where I want to go from here.

I am still no closer it seems to really and truely sorting things out but I am less confused about my feelings. And I know more of why I feel the way I do. Some is due to the waiting I am doing in my heart for the man I care for to make his decsion and choice. Part is because I let myself for whatever reason feel rejected by others. Usually I ask to know the truth. But in this case I don't want to know so I don't ask. I simply left the group.

Needless to say I have pulled back from AdultFriendFinder just so I could get a handle on things. That has helped some. If not to completely get rid of the feelings to at least let me focus a bit more. When I am only reacting then that means I am not really thinking. And that is often not a good thing with me. So now I am thinking. LOL scarey thought I know LOL

anyhow hugs all and ttyl

hus and kisses!

Another Highschool pic

southrnpeach333 50F

3/20/2006 5:33 pm

I am sure things will work out in the way that is best for you. Good Luck!

Fox4aKnight1 replies on 3/21/2006 9:29 am:
hugssssssssssssss peach ....thanks hun

HBowt2 58F

3/21/2006 2:22 am

proactive instead of reactive is always good....but do take care and protect yourself...

Fox4aKnight1 replies on 3/21/2006 9:30 am:
I am Hbowl ..........and your right proactive is good!

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