Unhinged  

Firsttime36 53F
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5/18/2005 7:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Unhinged


You open your eyes one day, and everything is normal...you go through the day....its normal.

You go home...normal...and then, like an explosion...everything you deem normal changes...

You are not prepared for the explosion...you've been the same for so long...and its by choice.

The explosion rocks your world. Its something that you've closed your mind to for so long.

It opens up some much in your body...your soul...you are now naked again, vulnerable...unprepared for other assaults to your soul....

And everything since that moment is now attacking your mind...you start to question, you start to think too hard...

This is the very reason why you leave your mind, your body, your soul, off limits...closed...not wanting to open it for fear that you are now exposed.

You begin to think that things are happening....things are working against you...cos you are now full of emotion and you are having feelings that you wished would just stay hidden, deep in the trenches of your brain.

I have emotions...I hate feeling this way...I feel raw...exposed...I was not prepared for this to come to the surface...I remind myself WHY I dont like to feel this way...

I am turned upside down...

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