Back to the Beginning  

FarmBoy5152005 66M
9 posts
8/5/2005 11:03 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Back to the Beginning


The worst part of starting anything, especially after all these years, is a confidence problem. I have been trapped in a sexless, loveless marriage for so long that I am not sure I have anything to offer another woman. Inside, I know I do. I know that I am not a player, I hate mind games, and I treasure honesty. However, to meet someone new for intimacy after all this time is scarey. Can I perform? Can I satisfy? And, if I am honest, is all that so important? I was raised that a man was in charge. I am not in charge. I am out there with my feelings, my emotions, my needs... and sometimes I get a little scared. But, I will go on and find others who want someone with chinks in their armour. I have experience warts like most on here. I desire sex, I need sex... but like a virgin I need someone who will help me through the rough parts... then the mutual satisfaction begins. I hope that person is really out there, someone who is honest, someone who cares, someone who does not expect fireworks from time one.

FarmBoy5152005 66M
4 posts
8/5/2005 3:25 pm

You have to be a wonderful person. It is so hard for a male to admit to being a little scared. We are not to be scared of anything... right! That is old school. I may not be very young, but I am not old. I am so wanting to have friends, to have sex, to have human interaction... What can I say...


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