Jealousy  

EyEmLadyLuck 44F
48 posts
2/15/2006 2:33 am

Last Read:
5/3/2012 6:07 pm

Jealousy

In the middle of a battle he can’t win
He falls against his sword with a grin
If only for my lady I shall fight today
For there is nothing more for him to say

As I struggle with the fight against sanity
There is only one thing that is clear to me
Wishing he could open his eyes to see
How deep runs his jealousy

I search each night for the meaning
Some words just don't make sense anymore
Somewhere in time his soul has been swallowed
Maybe my sweet kiss isn't enough to return it here

But might be more then enough to drive mine away I fear
It’s more then his words that seem to speak
right to me or sometimes even through me
It is time to touch and handle what we know we share

For yesterday was wonderful and strange
Hung a faint mist of bloom; then small sudden eyes of green
Uttering hopes and loving-kindnesses
Half-spoken words and interrupted songs

Regrets have polished it, hand over hand
When action ceases, and ideas range
The laboring passions struggle for a vent
So long suspended in nocturnal hours

My soul is always cowering at the blow
Sometimes in the dead minutes before dawn
What was the matter with the evening now
For by the door where lurked one ghostly thought

Before he knows how much he might have missed
What single word could I have found to say
I fear that you would see the difference
No, no, it was a dimmer, wilder fear

If I should dare to peep and whisper out
To pity me and scold me with his eyes,
To hide me from his searching puzzled gaze
Smiling and nodding at what was not there

That it was just as bound to make me glad
That you might never see it, never look
But most for me, because I suffered most
Duly brought to pass the power that we have in love

His met mine with intense greeting, veiled at once
There lay a special silence on the fields
The vessel of strange mercy and the sign
What does it mean? What does it want with me?

Jealousy hath not yet a hold on me
Try you shall again and again
My soul battles you within
But one in which you shall not win!


rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
2/15/2006 4:15 am

Well said!

Purry {=}

Purry


BROC817 43M

3/10/2006 4:49 pm

im glad you joined our lil ohio group Looking For Friendships please feel free to come in and say hello and get to know some of us.....kisses bye 4 now !!!


Handsome19402 76M
86 posts
3/15/2006 1:28 am

DJ, very well written once again you have reached deep down within your inner self and shared how you are feeling. Neat.........thanks for sharing.
John


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