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Well all have our guilty little secrets....For some it could be nothing more than sneeking a chocolate, or feasting on that pint of oregon blacberry ice cream with fudge chips and swirls of blackberries. Ok so you caught me, call me Ozzy Nelson, but for some reason the past week or so I've been craving ice cream? Must be the heat we've had these past few days? Or it maybe my sweet tooth is acting up again.
Guess it's because it is a comfort food for me, something to replace that special feeling I get when I'm in a relationship.
Hold the phone.....I'm not saying I haven't been having any fun, on the contrary I have. But it's not a one on one type of thing..and I know most would give their left arm for the chance at some of the great times I've been having, it's still not the same thing.
I've been on AdultFriendFinder for some time now, and I've met many wonderful people..and became close friends with many. But the main reason I joined, has eluded me..that is to say I haven't found Miss Right. I know she's out there, perhaps even now reading this post to my blog...Wondering..Is he talking about me? Yes dear, I am. She maybe a standard member, or too shy to write,or she thinks..Well what if he thinks I'm not pretty?
Looks only hold so long...what matters is what's in your heart.
I don't know..sometimes I think of forgetting it all and becomming a monk..but I was never one for all that praying..truthfully my knees won't take all that bending either.
So here I sit...eating my Ice cream....hopping someone wonderful will ask me to share.