Last Night  

Eurasian_Eyes 43F
13 posts
10/24/2005 7:11 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Last Night

I couldn't sleep. I think I was still wired from a great weekend. Friday a road trip to an awesome party, Saturday was scary movie night with friends, and Sunday Mom cooked my Sis and me a huge Soul Food Dinner at her new place. Shit, I even had a cordial conversation with my crush... not long though, but I guess it's a start.

OK, so laying in bed.. very cold because I'm too cheap to turn on the heat. I'm just laying there horny, awake, and debating if I should masterbate or let the desire build in me. I even wished I had partner... someone to tease and please and make smile and enjoy my company and vice/versa. Thoughts of an evening-in, watching movies, snuggled with someone under a blanket sounded right-nice. Then, the sadness kicked in that there is no one in my life for such a thing... not even for my birthday.

Thoughts of how I was going to get through my birthday was on my mind as I drifted to sleep. This morning the mixture of horniness and lonliness is still inside me. Today I'll keep busy.

Skip69Fun 65M

10/26/2005 6:56 pm

Boy does that sound familiar. No one in my life, even for my birthday. I know how you feel. Laying there debating on masturbating or letting it build...ditto. It's quite the shame, eh?
It seems like people like you and me who really have something(a lot really) to offer someone and who would really appreciate someone who appreciates US...well, I know we're not unique in our desires but it's just hard to find someone compatible period. Not just the fuck buddy, anyone can find that I guess. But someone we really like and who really likes us. I had a great time growing up, a very happy childhood. I had no earthly idea finding happiness as an adult would be this hard. So, the search continues...but it's still mostly a lonely pursuit.

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