Am I overexposed?  

EroticallyRapt 55M
286 posts
5/22/2005 4:05 pm

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Am I overexposed?


I had an experience today that made me wonder if my membership on this site is exposing me more than I'm ready for. It was probably nothing. But, I wonder. I was at a diner that I frequent having breakfast. There were two woman sitting in a booth on the other side of the restaurant opposite me. They may have been mother and daughter, I don't know. The younger of the two caught my eye. She had a look that I like. But, no big deal. There were several attractive ladies in the diner at that time. So, I went about eating my meal. I usually read my latest book while eating and was doing so this morning. At some point I glanced up and my gaze just happened to be in this young lady's direction. She was looking my way and our eyes met for a second. But, as many people do in that situation, she looked away. I found myself looking back over at her from time to time and occasionally our eyes would meet again. But, one of us would always look away - sometimes her, other times myself. Then at one point, I looked over at her and she seemed to be looking straight at me and she didn't look away. I held her gaze. I began to get that giddy feeling. She didn't react or change expression. Her eyes did not waver either. I'm thinking to myself, is she looking at me or is it my imagination? I looked away for a second, allowed myself a small smile, and then returned my gaze back to find her still looking at me. But, still no change of expression. I did this several times and she continued to appear to be looking right at me. Now, what exactly was going on here? It excited me and put me off at the same time. Then I began to wonder if maybe she had seen my profile here. Maybe she's trying to figure out if she recognizes me from that. Hmm. Could be. Well, anyway, She eventually stopped staring at me. But, she still looked my way from time to time. I'm terrible about approaching someone that I don't know in a public setting like that. So, I didn't approach her. What would I say to her, anyway. "Uh, I couldn't help but notice that you seemed to be staring at me a little while ago. Have we met?" or something like that? It just seems so cliche to me. I'm a cautious person (I used to say that I was shy). But, I open up once I get to know someone. It's that breaking of the ice that's the hard part for me. Some people consider this to be due to a lack of confidence. I don't. I'm anything but passive or unsure when it comes to dealing with people. I am wondering if maybe I should be more anonymous in my activities on this site however. Or, I need to learn to be more open and accepting of myself in this respect. Wow, sure am learning a lot about myself through this place!

EroticallyRapt 55M
336 posts
5/23/2005 5:16 pm

Thanks hbgirl2 & SensuallyKatey. I agree with you hbgirl2 about meeting people on here. I'm not a very glib guy in person at first. But, I can usually write much more smoothly. Thanks for noticing my individuality SensuallyKatey. Nice lips ER


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