EroticAction365 38M
12 posts
4/26/2006 5:15 pm

Well I started my new job today! It was somewhat of a hassle because I had to learn all of the ropes for working in a new shop. Each shop has a different way that they like things to be done so I spent most of my day learning the ropes but I did eventually get some actual work done. It has been a long time since I've been able to say I had fun at work and today was that day. The best part of my new job is I have a base salary now. With my old job I was flat commission so if there was nothing for me to do I did not get paid at all. It never mattered to them that my time is valuable. I think I spent more money working there than I ever made. It was a fifty mile round trip to the old shop and now I drive six miles a day. So it was a good day to drag my lazy ass out of bed. Needless to say, I hate getting out of bed. These days it is alot easier to do since there is no reason to stay in bed anymore. You see I've always worked days and my X worked nights and she was a pretty good reason to want to stay in bed. It was the only time I got to spend with her. Which in itself was perfect because she was asleep and I didn't have to listen to her complain about anything! If she ever taught me any valuable lessons there is one that sticks out in my mind and that was if a woman is not happy just being with me than she will never be happy. There is never enough money, time, or affection to satisfy. It was the affection department that she really suffered. I was so focused on taking care of business and worrying about the future I never even noticed my future slipping away. And naturally by the time I did notice and understand it was far too late. Which I think is going to work out wonderfully because the next woman who is lucky enough to call me her own will have the perfect man. I am very attractive, hard bodied, and now I have many of the qualities that most men will never have or understand. I am compassionate, sensitive, caring, thoughtful and very affectionate. I learned the value of a kiss for no reason and how deeply the smallest touch can affect me. Of course I didn't learn all of this until it was too late for my relationship because she would never tell me. She just kept everything bottled up and when it finally spilled over we were over. She finally explained things after we had split up and suddenly everything was clear. Of course we have done way too much damage to each other for us to have a chance but we get along alot better now because we understand each other. Don't get me wrong here I'm not still in love with her. I will always love her because of the life we shared and our kids. That is the only life I will ever share with her again. She was no angel if you know what I mean. So because of her betrayals there will never be an intimate relationship between us again. Sometimes I think that life is just a little too ironic. The one woman I dedicated my heart and soul to is the one woman I can honestly say I was ever loyal too. So this time I was the victim. Isn't it amazing how clear the picture is when you look back at it. But overall our time together was worth it and today was a good day. Only thing that would make it better would be to have some "action" tonight......

singleagain53578 47F

4/30/2006 5:41 pm

It's great to see that you have learned from your mistakes. I am sorry it was too late though. And your right, the next lady that darkens your doorway will be one lucky lady. Good Luck!


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