Cheaper than a psychotherapist  

Elysium7 52M/44F
422 posts
3/11/2005 3:21 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Cheaper than a psychotherapist

I can't believe that its snowing again. After growing up in this neck of the woods I suppose that I should be used to it, but frankly, picture postcard beauty or not, its getting freaking old! If this interferes with out trip to have dinner and watch a movie or two with Bill and Kara I'm going to die. I've been nerving myself up for this adventure all week and if it gets postponed I'm afraid that I might lose what little courage I currently possess. I told them all that I was totally cool with watching some sexy movies and if those two wanted to get it on and have us watch, I was certainly ok with that, I mean c'mon..two attractive people want to make love and have you you're going to say "oh no thanks, I'ld rather watch Jeopardy on tv"? I suppose that this could lead to their wanting to watch G. and I do something, but that's ok too. Wouldn't be the first time people peeked at me while I was making love. I'm shy with people I don't know, (ya ya I can hear everyone in blog world going on about how I blurt out every piece of my dirty laundry in excrutiatingly damp detail, but its alot easier when you're just typing something in all alone...and you'll probably never meet anyone who might stumble across it.)
but...I'm not particularly shy about shedding clothes 'cause all false modesty aside, I know that I've got at least a decent body for a thirty-plus year old woman with two kids. As far as the sex part goes, I think that I can hold my own (so to speak...I much prefer to hold other's)with most women in the sack. I'm not bragging or anything now...I'm really just pretty ordinary all things considered...and that's ok. So if they get off watching G. and I do some nasty stuff then what the heck. Its the least that we can do for the dinner they're making for us. LOL I did, however, make it clear that I was not ready for any "swapping" or whatever yet. Everybody seemed pretty cool with that, although I know that G. would really like to jump Kara's bones. Can't say that I blame him. Wish I had a chest like she does (sigh). I will also be pissed if we have to cancel because I had my hair cut and even went in to the Chinese nail place in the mall and had my nails done (not cheap!). I just want to see how this weekend goes and then decide if or when to take another step further into Wonderland-XXX.

I'm glad my last posts did not get censored. Maybe I'm figuring out the rules. Who are these people that read this stuff? Is it just a computer program that picks out certain words or phrases and deletes the offending post? I blame Republicans. I am finding that writing this junk about stuff that's happened to me, or will happen to me, or I wished/dreamed/fantasized about is very cathartic. Better than paying a therapist and as I don't have a lot of friends to talk about this stuff (SEX)with, this helps alot. Thanks to everyone who actually reads this silly stuff, and especially to people who actually took the time to say nice things. You're great Blog-Worlders! Keep your fingers crossed that this weekend breathes life to a tale of lust and passion! Scared? Who? Me?

mnfun952 102M

3/12/2005 2:01 pm

Hey L.

Once again, thank you for sharing your thoughts, feelings and adventures... in a way, we are all in this together (even though very few of us are actually 'connected') It must be fun to know that some of us are thinking about you from time to time. Take care and have a great weekend.


_CoffeeNoCream_ 52F

3/12/2005 6:05 pm

share thoughts...I love them

rm_sheree73 43F
45 posts
3/12/2005 6:41 pm

Hey Girlie!!!

<--- puts on her cheerleading outfit and begins to make up cheers for L to keep her psyched about her plans.

Go L...Go can do're too damn cute and sexy not to do dive in and have a mind blowing first experience!

ok i know that cheer sucked...but on the fly i'm not all that good..lmao. I'll do some thinking and see what i can come up with thats good *winks* Have a great rest of weekend hon and week too. Give G a nice handshake for me and tell him its nice to hear about him as well. lol
bye for now..

Jerosd 47M

3/14/2005 1:14 am

*waves u over to his how do u want your next session? naked aroma therapy?

pioneervalleyxx 45M
1 post
3/14/2005 10:36 am

L, it's really a great treat reading your posts. AdultFriendFinder is so filled with fake personalities that it's a relief to see something genuine but that doesn't prevent it from being sexy. The kind of honest storytelling you're writing is the kind of thing that people should be able to tell to their friends and sometimes you can but sometimes you can't and like you say it's therapeutic to be able to share. Keep up the good work, regardless of what sexual adventures you encouter in real life. The life of your mind is wonderful as well.

papyrina 51F
21133 posts
3/17/2005 11:44 am

i agree with you,i'm enjoying babbling away daily lol

I'm a

i'm here to stay

himtoo 54M
1 post
3/23/2005 2:49 am

with so many fake people here on AdultFriendFinder, i read your story and think this is one sweet lady. your modesty about your body and your abilities tell me that you are indeed a hottie. but then you have to mess up my fantasy about you. you blame republicans? yep, i bet you do. why not, its so much easier to blame someone else than to take responsibility for your own likes, desires and willingness to go get them no matter what, isnt it? anyways, i still like you. and im a republican.

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