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Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I try to understand women. Sometimes I wonder why I got married in the first place.
I tried to do the right thing, I fell in love with a beautiful woman so I married her. After we had three children she started to pay more attention to the children than attention to me. Difficulties abounded and we got divorced.
I married another woman who while not beautiful she was exceptional. We hit it off nicely and had a great sex life and many adventures. Then along came menopause and she lost interest. My marriage is not loveless but it is sexless.
I'm not ready to give up so I strayed from the home bed to the bed of other women. You guessed it, I fell in love again.
My new Girl Friend and I had a great time, she was young and pretty. Then one day she found a new younger man than I and dropped out of sight. Needless to say I was heartbroken but there was little I could do as I gave her what I could but it was not enough and I had no right to restrict her.
After a time I met another even younger woman, and again, I fell in love with her and she with me. I felt this was the best thing that had happened to me in a long time. She was really great, a great personality, smart as a whip, good in bed. What more could a man want? But then it happened again, she needed more than I could offer and she found another younger man. She didn't leave, she just wanted to stop having sex so she could take care of the young man. She wanted to be "Just good friends".
It was another heartbreak for me. I'm just about over it now. I feel I want to meet other women, I feel I need try again with a woman my age or older, but then there is the possibility that should I find one and we are compatible the inevitable will happen and I'll be dropped again for a younger man.
Sometimes I wonder why I got as old as I did and why women always seem to leave for someone younger. I'm still strong in the bedroom, I'm not dead yet, and I don't want to give up my sex life. Sometimes I wonder what I should do.
And please don't tell me to act my age. Age for me is just a number.