Words from the Heart  

DrksideCreation 32M
69 posts
10/17/2005 2:23 am

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Words from the Heart

I am simply confused and twisted on how my life must go. Thru my dark and dreary times I have always found some sort of light that has kept my eyes open to anything that has come to mind. Now on saying that, that is everything but a true relationship and love. I am really strong in my beliefs and religion and as of late I have fallen off my path. It seems that my life is a big game in the spiritual world at the moment fucking with my heart my mind and my soul. I feels like my soul has been bargained away to the Demon Trade and is sitting on an auction block as I type this. My mind is wondering the realms of the unknown trying to piece everything together and now my heart has been cut in four and sent to the corners of the universe. I am a person that travels with the flow of life. I am not to pushy but not to patient either if something is going to happen there will be a time to where it can fall into place. Except love. Love is what is something potrayed on TV. Real love is hard to find and once you thing you have a clue of what and where it might be you are but in a cell like a convict. To endure long cold darkened nights with the company of your own thoughts. My life was looking up thought I had found that part of me that had been missing for so many years just to be put back in my cell. I like to have sex and fool around but it gets tiresome looking for someone and then worrying what and who have I done. Or if the person has anything or whatever society puts into my head. I don't know. All I know is that I'm young and now is the time in my life to where i should explore and see whats out there for me, but here is the bigger question have i grown up to fast or has society really changed from the way I was raised and thought things to be? I don't know but im gonna sleep on it and hopefully something or someone can give me the help I need. Yall have a good one.


digdug41 49M

10/17/2005 5:51 am

hey tim welcome to life it is unpredictable and insane at times but it wouldn't be life if it weren't. I've come to find that there has to be a balance of good and bad one cant outweigh the other but if they do we have to be able to cope with them as they come and not let the ill's of our world make us buckle under it.you'll be just fine but remember we have to be able to take the good with the bad and the ugly! as long as you know that you are already ahead of the game. cya

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Straycatsetsuko 61F

10/17/2005 6:14 am

Welcome to adult life. Take a number and sit down.

rm_Davd_phd2 34M
8 posts
10/17/2005 7:21 am

I know what you mean mate. Hope the sleep helps

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