Thoughts of an obsession  

DrksideCreation 32M
69 posts
9/14/2005 12:00 pm

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Thoughts of an obsession

OK i got a situation on my hands and it is driving me nuts. Well really 2. The first is that i look on here and ratemybody and see all these beautiful women from winnipeg but when i go up there they are no where to be found. Ok now the bigger problem. I know this girl up in winnipeg and i have had this thing for her since the day i meet her. There are a couple of things that hold me back from talkin to her. The main reason is she is 17 but that laps over in November. Normally i wouldn't care cause im only 20 but her dad's a cop so I backed to hell up ya know. But anyway she is like the coolest chick i know and is the only person i know that would have a chance to tame my wild ways and go back to the days of being faithful and in a relationship just because she is cool smart and hot as all hell. Since i have known her we have had a somewhat silent connection to eachother and just been good friends. Well now she has a boyfriend. Yeah Yeah ya snooze ya lose but I saw her for the first time in a month and the connection between us is still there. The look she gives me just turns me into a softy i swear. Even in the clubs i would be the biggest freak on the dance floor she comes and says hi and looks me in the eyes and im on her the rest of the night no one else matters. I dont know what the hell is wrong with me the feeling she gives me isn't new but its something i havent felt it in a long time. I just want to break her boyfriends neck and take her for my own and just hold her. Some will say it wanting what i can't have but I have known her for almost a year and its been like this the whole time. Since i have hair now im pulling it out not knowing what to do but i know im boring you with my ranting so ill let it go holla at boi.


digdug41 49M

9/14/2005 1:21 pm

hey if she wants you she'll let it be known women have a way of doing things like that and as far as the age thing it's not that huge of a gap, bottom line you like this girl go and get her nothing beats a try but a failure

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rm_bella_ 47F
4030 posts
9/15/2005 11:59 am

Ok, I may be wrong but I think there are many beautiful women in Winnipeg. Are you going to the right clubs?

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