Dating :)  

DontBiteJustNibl 60F
27 posts
7/3/2006 7:03 pm

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7/9/2006 1:02 am

Dating :)

And yeah I call getting together on here still a date - tho someone I now have on iggy did not!

I am so lucky to have met some really great, sexy, intelligent, fun men on here!! I hear guys in chat all the time say they haven't met anyone at all - blah blah - yadda yadda - this site is crap..... not true. It took some looking, yup - and some waiting. And unfortunately I doubt this will remain the same - things change, life changes - but I know that right now - sexually I coudn't be much happier. I will enjoy it.

When I was doing the *serious* dating thing - never ever thought of cheating. I know right now, tho - that I am NOT ready now to expose my heart again.

WHY? My guess would be that when I was MOST comfortable, SO SURE I was with someone that I KNEW I would spend the rest of my life with - NO DOUBTS .... and when my life was at one of its lowest points in yearrrrrrrrrs ( big job pressures and lost my mother ) - to have him walk out on me, right then .... made me question everything I felt..... how could I have been so sure and been so wrong. How could someone I KNEW loved me - leave me when I needed him the very most??? Even now I can't fathom how we went from what we were to what we are. How can we have gone from talking twice a day if we weren't together - to sharing everything - to not talking at all?? I talk to him now and then - still just confuses me - I miss SO many things that we shared. I'm not over it. I know I'm not. And no matter how many ways I can convince myself that we weren't *meant to be* - that were are *too different* - that I can *do better* - I still remember how I felt when I knew he was who I wanted to be with forever. And I just don't know how to trust my feelings again. Hope that makes sense lol, dang this got way too serious

guess I'll stop there

angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
7/3/2006 7:35 pm

Live does change, doesn't it? But I'm glad that you are happy right now. Be sure to stop by my blog for BLOGLAND ORGASM......Y'ALL CUM!!!!!! I know I can count on you.

vsop4u3 74M  

7/7/2006 12:52 pm

i couldn't have said it better myself. all the raitonalizing is of little solace. when we think of what might have been, especially if the other person is the one calling the shots. it hurts to be rejected

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