The Nabakov Syndrome  

DoctorKinseyPhD 57M
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3/3/2005 6:05 am

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The Nabakov Syndrome


Some have been curious why I have this Lolita complex. I was a career Army soldier, joined at 17 and served 22 years, 14 as an Officer. For much of that I was married until I came home unexpectedly and found the Mrs. in bed with a fireman. I was only a few years from retiring and found myself single. Few relationships here and there and, finally, pulled a last tour in Germany. For whatever reasons, I simply had not been assigned to Europe the entire time. I worked 3rd World shitholes for SpecOpns. I went to Stuttgart near Bavaria. I wanted to see how Germans lived and went to small pub, every night, not far from my apartment. I was the only American in there and was ignored for some time. Finally, Klaus, who later became a great friend, ask me if I was an American and why did I come there. I told him I simply wanted to meet locals and see how they lived and was not a "GI Bar" patron. Bavaria is very 'clanish'. Small groups of people who rarely speak outside their group, even at the same bar. Age makes NO difference there. It is Interests. My Group was the Touring, Sailplanes and Party clan. I was the English teacher. (Why my German is so poor because they wanted to practice colloquial English for travel! Anyway, our group was a mix of 16F to 60M!! That's right, German youth can frequent bars at 16 because they are not idiotic as many of our teens are. They were mature, watched their limits and didn't drive drunk (mass transit is big there). As activities progressed, I noticed Heike (16F) was 'hanging around' me more and more. Presumably to practice English. Just before I left USA, I bought a Cobra Roadster and was looking forward to hitting the Autobahn. Heike wanted a ride. To make a long story short, she became my Girlfriend, 20 years my junior!! Every moment was exciting and her sensuality was the most aggressive I have ever known and she never ask me for anything!! (I tried to buy her a sweater once and she simply said "I have sweaters"! Try that HERE!) My age meant >>nothing<<, it was how I treated her!! NO ONE objected to our coupling and we Party'd Hearty!! When it was time for me to go, she went on to college and we wrote until she found someone new. I CAN NOT forget how wonderful that time was. Would I be CRUCIFIED HERE for such a relationship? SURE! But, I LOVED her and her me. I would have married her, but, after some discussions, which I will not impart here, we disregarded that choice. Anyway, that's WHY I'm a "naughty guy", I have been seeking to reclaim those halcion days ever since.

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