Broken Dreams  

Djarid 46M
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9/4/2005 12:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Broken Dreams

Well, I went to the party last night and it was alot of fun. Is it the lifestyle for me? I don't know, it did leave me sort of unsatisfied, wanting something more... I have always been a romantic.

However the title refers to me having to tell someone that I don't think we should try to further our relationship at this time. It is sad because we get on really well and although she is after a "Friends with benefits" I think it could have evolved beyond that... unfortunately I am not in the right place for that level of commitment right now. Even just last week I would have been... talk about shitty timing...

The thing is I have embarked on this voyage and need to see it through or I will be left with the same "what ifs" that are plaguing me now.

Perhaps I am unsuited for it, perhaps it will even change me into someone I don't like but I will take the consequences regardless...

besides I'm an optimist!

RoseyPosey692 51F

10/6/2005 10:56 am

So, how are you doing on your journey?...still optimistic?.

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