My Friendship...  

Divinitydesires 46F
4872 posts
1/18/2006 1:50 pm

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My Friendship...

Recently I've been asking myself what internet friendship really means...

It's a hard subject and as I see people littered across blogland I can't help but think of them as my friends. Some I chat with, some I ask favors of, some I barely know, some I would meet without hestitation.

Are they my friends? I believe so.

Why? Why do I value each of you? Because... you listen to me, you hear me. Is that what friendship is? Im not sure. But I put a value on that and I call it friendship.

I have one friend here in my town. A friend Im proud to call a friend. I tell her everything, well almost. She accepts me for who I am. Now don't think Im a lonely person, Im not. At one time I had loads of friends, but when I seperated from my ex I started to note the different levels of friends I had.

There were those who knew something was wrong, but didn't want to hear it. Some even told me so.

There were those who left me without a word.

Then there was that one... who heard me, listen to me, understood and supported me. A true friend.

As I look back on that I look to blogland. A place where I write, and talk about my abyss and my erotic thoughts and I see my friends, those who hear me and listen. Is it real? I believe so. Which is why I continue to stay here. Why I continue to speak, because Im being heard.

Some may think that's sad, but it's not. Is that why we are all here? But to be heard? Seeking approval for what we do?

So... my friends... When I see someone hurting in blogland it's hard not to see it and take note. I let my feelings and thoughts dwell with them, hoping them the best.

My thoughts are with you, Plano69.

Keep yourself safe and hurry back to us.

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GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
1/18/2006 2:36 pm

~ nodz ~ there's many levelz of friendz


1/18/2006 2:48 pm

sometimes it takes a while to see who your friends really are.

And sometimes it really takes a life threatiening siruation to get you see "who loves ya baby" aas oftentimes those who seem to have some sort of hidden agenda that only made it seem so.

And of course it's sheer idiocy to fake such a situation just to see "who might".

But even without resorting to such idiot tactics I do believe that I have the genuine love and friendship of many in this community and overall this place makes me feel really good in that way. I sometimes wonder if I should even ever risk having sex with anyone from here because I fear that might "fuck the whole thing up" so to speak.

But as they sometimes say "no guts no glory". There is a much better euphemism than that that fits this sentiment much better but it keeps eluding me!

But if I think of the "the glory" as the more simple type of love and freindship that I've alredy got here I've already put in a lot of good "guts' work. WHich I think has mainly been rooted in in expressing myslef truly and honestly.


PS. Will there bee another friday nite boner klub this week?


caressmewell 53F

1/18/2006 3:08 pm

DD, thank you for posting you know Plano69 and I were special friends. He knows he has my friendship and support regardless of his return to Blogville or not. Thank you for showing your support of him also.

silkysmoothlegs3 105F

1/18/2006 4:03 pm

Me loves those on here that are my friends and I hope Plano is happy

digdug41 49M

1/18/2006 4:14 pm

hey DD I guess as time goes on you will see things get better becaues you will become better at dealing with things dont let those who fake the funk determine how your gonna feel you have to determine how you feel about yourself and youe immediate world around you,it'll be alright gotta give yourself positive affirmations everyday thats what I do and it helps catchya later

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/50F
9753 posts
1/18/2006 6:58 pm

Friends come in different forms. I think we have a lot of friends here.

Thanks for posting this!

Purry {=}


elysianpleasure 47M

1/18/2006 7:08 pm

1 good friend is worth dozens of fair weather friends. You lucky that you have separated the wheat from the shaft and still have a good friend.

If we think it... it is real... blog on. We are listening.

aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
1/19/2006 6:55 am

I'm in full agreement. I beleive I've made many great friends on here... (unless you are lying to me).

saddletrampsk 54F

1/19/2006 9:54 am

Plano rocks..he is in my thoughts..

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