I'm Wearing A Smile ~ But I'm Slightly Angry  

Divinitydesires 46F
4872 posts
5/22/2006 2:40 pm

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5/26/2006 8:17 am

I'm Wearing A Smile ~ But I'm Slightly Angry

Only slightly and for good reason.

Although, I'm still wearing a smile, a huge one. Because I know I'm a clever girl. Yeah, I'm bragging, but I'm still slightly angry. Please keep that in mind.

I'm shopping for a new car today. Haven't found one yet. Something about me not working on the job over a year at the same job is holding me back right now. (I'm still wearing that smile ~ and I'm still slightly angry!) No harm done, I have a higher interest rate once I find someone who will loan me money.

I did however decided on the car I want. 35 HWY miles 24 in town miles (I'm still wearing that smile ~ and I'm still slightly angry!). Exactly what I need for my temporary commute. I would love to have a new car by this weekend. It would be so nice for the holiday.

Of course all of this comes after the truck I had to bum off my ex (note: I asked for the truck over 2 months ago)this last week so I could get back and forth to work, died last night. That's right, it died! (I'm still wearing a smile ~ and I'm still slightly angry!)

I'm a little irritated. Only a little.

So the ex shows up.

"Battery is dead. Can you fix it please?"

He does after some complaining.

"You know...", I say with some irritation. "I'm tired of owning pieces of crap." I smile wide moving in for the kill. "I had a kid offer me $1500 for this crap truck and I can get $1500 for a trade in on the car. (Trade in... car is worth $4000 broken)I think I'm going to buy a newer car."

The shit hit the fan!

The man's face turned several different shades of red. (I'm still smiling ~ and I'm slightly upset!)

"You can't do that!" He informs me. "My brother gave me that truck." Now he is wising up because he knows better. "I want half that money from the truck."

Okay... *says through teeth* I'm still smiling and I'm slightly upset.

"The truck belongs to me."

"And me." He informs me. He's right, we are still legally married.

I smile wide.

"Then you take your piece of crap truck home and leave me your car." A car that actually works. Of course he just bought it. Now he looks like a deer in headlights. "Then shut your mouth. We own everything together. We are still married. What you own, I own. What I own, you own. If you want half the money from my truck, then you sell your car and your truck and I want half. But lets not stop there. I want half of all of your tools. Half of your jewelry (he has some precious stones). I want half..."

His hand went up.

"I want to be reimbursed for fixing it then."

"I didn't break it, so no."


I won the argument. Well until his mother finds out then it'll start again. I'm slightly upset because I get the feeling that he doesn't want me to improve my situation. He knew the truck would break down... He only rigged it to keep me off his back for a few weeks. And he fore sure knew about the car and didn't tell me.


This is a little thing which is why I'm only slightly upset. My smile is because I told a friend today, clitoral_man that "I will not stop living...laughing... and enjoying life!" So today, tomorrow and yesterday I will wear smiles.

I suppose I could relate this feeling too having angry sex.

elysianpleasure 47M

5/22/2006 8:01 pm

Good for you... get him girl

im_curious_4u 50M

5/22/2006 9:45 pm

Oh my young lady you are crafty.

rm_clitoral_man 51M
605 posts
5/23/2006 6:02 am

Love the way you wear your smile babe...just lay back, relax and I'll massage that anger out of you

HBowt2 58F

5/23/2006 9:29 am

glad to see you standing up for yourself

Sulabula 45F
12658 posts
5/26/2006 4:07 am

good girl lol....I am also looking for a car ...it's so daunting lol

Sula xxx

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