To Touch Him, To Taste Him...  

DefiniteTrouble 50F
2839 posts
8/3/2005 5:20 am

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To Touch Him, To Taste Him...

Yesterday was one of sheer hell. I'll spare you the horrid details. I popped the cork on a vintage bottle of wine I acquired at an estate sale a few years ago, and after a few glasses, found myself relaxed enough to finally try to sleep. It was very late, and I was both mentally and physically exhausted. I laid there awake for awhile, my mind reflecting various events of the day. Then HE crossed my mind...again. I found myself even more relaxed, and quickly noticed how wet I had become. Fantasies and scenarios now controlled my mind and body. I found my hands exploring my breasts and nipples as I thought about his kiss, his touch, his smell, my hands moving slowly down my stomach until they reached my panties. I gently rubbed my swelling clit and imagined him there watching me, knowing he was the inspiration for my actions. I slipped a finger inside my panties and began stimulating my clit softly. I closed my eyes and could feel his warm breath and tongue teasing my nipples as I increased the stimulation of my clit. I thought of the erection he would be experiencing...how he would taste if he allowed me to explore it with my lips and tongue as I slid a finger inside me. Me on my back masturbating, he kneeling beside my head fondling my breasts as I sucked his hard cock. The visualization was enough to make me orgasm quickly, imagining his hot cum filling my mouth as he watched me climax. I slept like a baby last night. Fact, not fiction.


rm_nickkadams 50M
21 posts
8/6/2005 10:00 am

My question would be if you had memories with which to base your fantasies and potential scenarios on? Where you reliving in your mind a lover that your body still yearns for? A lover with which your shared such a long connection that you know that your longing and hunger for him and the sensations that are developing in deep in your body will awaken him no matter where he is, that the things that you are seeing in your mind's eye and the churning between your things have resulted in an unexpected throbbing cock for him? Can such a connection exist or is it something that we want and believe in, but never get to experience?


DefiniteTrouble 50F

8/9/2005 8:45 am

Some are based on fact, some are fantasies that will perhaps become reality in the very near future. And yes, the connection you mentioned does actually exist. I have found that true with a former long-time lover, as well as with someone I have yet to meet face-to-face. Having never met this one gentleman, just the thought of him can amazingly send a tremble through my entire body, my mouth and panties becoming increasingly wet as the thought of him lingers. Our conversations have affirmed our mutual interests and desires, and there's a definite chemistry between us, although as I mentioned, we've yet to meet in person, due mainly to my recent family emergency. It's one of those rare situations, as with my former lover of 3 years, where both of us know it's a good connection with the possibilty of mind-blowing sex, as well as a trusting friendship. And I'm one of those who knows from experience, a trusting friendship is the basis for sensual, erotic, and satisfying sexual encounters. Everyone should have the pleasure of experiencing such at least once in their lifetime. I feel quite fortunate that I might have that chance again soon...


rm_nickkadams 50M
21 posts
8/9/2005 5:34 pm

That's definitely one of those chicken and egg type questions. Here you talk about sex, exchange some glamour shots, then when you sit down face to face, the chemistry just ain't there. Where in the real world it is the opposite. The intimate friendship starts the day after, with that phone call where both sides confirm and want to go further. I think that a lot of the people on sites like this would prefer to tease and carry on, without the guts to follow through, so they can stoke up their ego and self asteem thinking that they are an adonis a venus an aphrodite and Dr. Ruth all rolled into one, without taking a chance to find out if there is someone out there that agrees. Long distances that ensure an improbale meeting I think injects confidence to a lot of the interaction here. I have interacted with some here, and so far there just seems to be one that the stars seem to be aligning for, they seem cautious, perhaps even reluctant, awaiting some embodiment of some vague vision, but more and more mating pieces fall into place and it becomes increasing ineviteable. Nuff 'bout my situation, keep us posted on yours, let us know when you finally meet this person and intertwine your chemicals, are they the reagents that produce that intense reaction that you are longing for, is it just as you expected, or do all those layers in which your felt you had opposite polarity is there an unimageably strong bond created?


dieharddrummerbo 54M

8/10/2005 9:44 pm

i so envy your romantic situation. something positive to get you thru the day and make your lonely nites imaginative nirvana. it's truly tormentous to want to give so much and have no one specifically to give it to. sorry i'm being so sappy here. your blog gives some of us less fortunate something to hope for, fantasize about, entertainment for the murfreesmyrna hopefuls. thanks! i think i just coined a specificalterm there. and maybe another one,lol! damn, i need to go write a song now!


DefiniteTrouble 50F

8/11/2005 3:52 am

Nick...I agree, there are many on these type sites just looking for an ego boost. To not feel comfortable enough, or confident enough in reality with yourself and feeling the need to imbellish yourself on these sites is sad. I don't understand why so many go through the process of developing online "relationships," if you will, yet have no intention of ever following through with an actual meeting. What a waste of time. Of course, if you realize there's not really a spark there, you may choose to remain "just friends" an continue communication as such. No harm done I suppose. And you have to understand a woman's caution when it comes to agreeing to meet face-to-face...there are often numerous risk factors, including safety. She could have what appears to be the sweetest, most charming man in the world emailing, IMing, and calling, yet wind up having dinner with Hannibal Lector. Hmmm...actually, she would be his dinner...

Diehard...remember, there are always downsides to romantic "situations" that are less than envious. We all have experienced having so much to give, yet having no one to share it with. It's truly frustrating. Sometimes the best thing a person can do is quit looking so hard. That's usually when we get smacked in the face with something, or somone special out of the blue. So, don't envy me...it's not always as great as it seems. And I'm glad you're enjoying the blog.


rm_nickkadams 50M
21 posts
8/12/2005 5:31 pm

Trouble you definitely need to exercise caution and concerned about your safety. After a hummer like the one you described above I would become Hannibal Lector, The experience would leave me unable to restrain myself from making you my dinner. I would devour you! Have you actually orgasmed, untouched, while giving head? The thought and visual of your hot and waxed pussy covered in your own cum has me drooling now! How sweet it must taste, your clit still hard, peeking out, as I taste your juices after experiencing the intense pleasure you have just given me. Exploring the area around your clit with my tongue as you hold it open for me, how erotic. How smooth and delicious your thighs must be covered in your cum! How exciting, the thought of working up to your stomach, exploring, tasting, kissing my way across your stomach and reaching those great breasts. At that point I am afraid that I would not be able to give them the attention they deserve. I would have to get my cum covered cock up to your awaiting opening, let your manicured nails introduce it to you waxed, wet and slippery mound, let you use my cock as your toy, making sure to mix our cum and all of our juices everywhere they lie, gliding the swollen head across your wet inner thighs, finally guiding it in as our lips meet, feeling the pressure you apply to the sides as I slowly drive it on in, between your fingers………..I would find it impossible to be charming and sweet my dear Clarisse


DefiniteTrouble 50F

8/12/2005 7:08 pm

Cool! My first blog stalker, lol...

My God Nick...I can hear Anthony Hopkins whispering "Hello, Clarice" in my mind. Thankfully, your visual of devouring body parts didn't include dismemberment.

Yes, I have actually orgasmed while giving head, untouched, more than once. Many times. Many. Many...

One problem with your narrative: My breasts are the most sensitive part of my body. They demand adequate attention and stimulation by either myself or my partner in order for me to become highly aroused...highly aroused usually leads to multiple orgasms...multiple orgasms leading to one happy bitch, lol. Otherwise, nicely done. Kudos.

By the way, I usually leave "charming and sweet" on the other side of the bedroom door when it's closed.


rm_nickkadams 50M
21 posts
8/13/2005 3:58 am

Actually, the reason I skipped the breasts was that I was short on time and such a slow damn typer. But I will make a mental note to never let them feel left out. lol Give them a little attention now for me, to tide them over until I can make it up to them personally. Thanks


DefiniteTrouble 50F

8/13/2005 5:35 am

Thanks for the offer...I'll keep that in mind.


dabritbikerw3 64M
29 posts
8/17/2005 7:22 am

Begs to type the line, fantasies are better than reality.

Good luck to you, Trouble, I'll miss your blogs when you finally do meet your Knight in shining armor and leave us.

You are a good wordsman.


DefiniteTrouble 50F

8/19/2005 10:32 pm

I would never stop anything I enjoy doing, such as hobbies, just because someone new became a part of my life, and wouldn't expect him to give up any of his passions. I highly doubt I'd ever become involved with someone who didn't approve of my writing...I'd like to think he would enjoy such.

I'm not going anywhere...and thanks for the compliment...glad you enjoy.


DefiniteTrouble 50F

10/2/2005 8:43 am

They come from a very special collection T. I'll get you the info and email it.


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